We went to our room to get ready for bed and he says casually, "Get the glass dildo."
I look at him, knowing he's tired, and quickly retort, "you don't have to do this."
He quickly grabs my hair, turns me around and spanks, hard and quick. I'm catching my breath. "Stay." he commands and in seconds is back with a hairbrush. He applies it liberally to my backside.
"How many do you need?" he asks. I am still and quiet. "Do you get to tell me what I can and can't do?" He asks. "
"No, Sir. I'm sorry, Sir." I quickly retort. I know I shouldn't have said that. Of course he will do what he wants. He KNOWS he doesn't HAVE to. Why do I feel the need to say that? Ugh....silly fiona!
"Do you understand, fiona. Do you REALLY understand?"
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I lay naked on His bed, my legs butterflied open and the Glass Dildo in my hand.
"Put it in." he commands. I am surprised by how slick I am.
"Go ahead, fiona. Show me." He says. I begin to move the dildo in and out, slowly.
"How would I do it?" he asks. I begin to move it more quickly.
He's standing beside the bed while I'm masturbating. He's pulled the covers down so they are pooled at my feet. He reaches over and begins to squeeze my nipples, rolling them, pulling them, flicking them.
"Faster." he says. "Good Girl."
"Harder fiona."
"Oh - look at you, you are such a good girl."
I'm masturbating furiously while he plays with both nipples. I'm feeling so objectified...so controlled....so adored.
My forearm is seriously cramping. Like magic, he takes the dildo and fucks the shit out of me.
I Cum, Ohmygod do I Cum!!
As it rolls through my body, I twist, closing my knees, trapping his hand which is still on the dildo. He reaches over with his other hand and quickly shows me the error of my ways.
*spank*
*spank*
*spank*
*spank*
*spank*
*spank*
"Roll Over...Open your legs and Stay...just like that." He says.
"Good Girl."
He renews his efforts with the dildo. Ahhh....
He takes my hand and moves it to the dildo. He kneels beside me on the bed. He leans over, putting his cock into my mouth. He fucks down into my mouth and I am lost in noise, moaning, groaning, sucking, ohmygod ohmygod do I love this. I suck and suck and he pumps deep into my mouth. I am sucking so wildly, latched on properly. I hardly notice when he comes, deep down my throat. I suck and suck, long after he's spent, cleaning his cock thoroughly. Eventually, he pulls out.
He stands up, slaps my cheek and says, "You are My good girl. I love you little one."
OH. Oh, oh, oh. This is hot. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Deviant Wench! Oh, I dooooo love it when he fucks my mouth with his cock over me! Oh YES!
Delete~fiona
I guess you understand now?
ReplyDeleteI love what he does to you.. but clearly not as much as you do :)
~faithful
Ya, sadly faithful, I understood before. Just had one of my regularly occurring DUMB ASS moments! IDK I get insecure sometimes I guess.
DeleteOh, I doooo love what he does to me too!!
hugs,
fiona
So hot.
ReplyDeleteBut - question for you. If this happened to me, if he'd told me to pleasure myself and I was going about it and he was watching - I'd think he'd use it as an opportunity to learn how I work, and I'd actually balk at the "How would I do it?" thing. I don't think I'd be able to be submissive at that moment. Thoughts like wtf, maybe I don't do it the way you do because this way feels better would be running through my head - even if I did physically obey, my headspace would be all thrown off.
You ever have a moment like that?
I should say - learn more about how I work. Not like he doesn't know a great deal already. :)
DeleteYa, well that makes sense in general...but honestly...he masturbates me MUCH better than I do myself. Sad, I know. Now if it's just a vibe on my clit...I'm QUEEN...but a dildo - NOPE. He KNOWS he rocks my world with that and that I rarely do it as well. He knows me very well that way!
DeleteThough I've had times where he doesn't enhance my headspace, this wasn't one of them. He definitely did NOT throw off my head space...just helped me dive deeper :)
Utterly fascinating, how different people are different. :)
DeleteI know, right?!? hehe
Delete<3
I agree with Deviant Wench, this was very hot!
ReplyDeleteThank you Spanky. I've missed you around Blogland! Glad to see you here!
Deletehugs,
fiona
"You don't have to do this"????
ReplyDeleteWhere did you get that idea?
That doesn't sound like your dynamic.
Pretty silly indeed.
I know Bas, I know. Every once and a while I fall into my insecurity trap...where I worry that he feels he HAS to do something for ME and not because he wants to. It's silly indeed and he sets me straight every time. I don't know.
DeleteWhat can I say, I am sooo secure in our relationship and in our roles, until I'm not :)
hugs,
fiona
I'm with Conina... i don't think i would be able to just do what i'm doing knowing he's just there WATCHING me.
ReplyDeleteAs it is BIKSS needs to get me REALLY worked up and in a hazy space already before he can put Capt Silver in my hand so I can jill off.
Even then i'm 10% self-conscious and have to actively block that part out.
But um, MAN THAT WAS HOT!
You know...him watching me isn't an embarrassing or self-conscious thing any more. He's done it for a long time...watched me, or had me masturbate while he laid beside me or ....
DeleteI love it when he watches me and plays with me while I'm doing it. It feels soo wonderfully objectifying. It sends me into just the right place.
Thanks just me, I guess. Strange, but true :)
Its definitely not just you! I have no problems masturbating in front of Sir. In fact, I love it!
ReplyDeleteYEA!!! YEA!!!!! Thank you so much Kitty for commenting. I am glad to know I'm not a complete oddity! Oh, it is sooo objectifying and wonderful! I love it too!!
Deletehugs,
fiona
Thats good,
ReplyDeleteThanks Amelia. I appreciate your comment!
Delete~fiona