Sir has been sick
We are struggling with
Issues with our home
Issues at work
Issues with our children
And looming largest
And we aren't able to connect sexually
Because he's been ill,
we haven't kissed
Because of my emotional devastation,
we haven't had any kink
Hell we have hardly had any sex at all
And this isolation is adding to the stress.
But we can't seem to reset.
Tonight I asked to be spanked and in the middle - we had a mishap and then I burst into tears.
It's feeling overwhelming and hopeless.
I know it's not.
This too shall pass.