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Saturday, March 23, 2013

The Gag

I came up stairs and bring laundry to fold...that's a constant at our house.  I set the basket on the bed and get ready for bed...changing to a soft pink nightshirt, brushing my teeth putting a few things away.



Sir walks up behind me and hugs me from behind.  I lean into him and put my head against his sheet.  I feel rubber pushing on my lips and my eyes shoot open.  I open my mouth and he's putting the new gag into my mouth...the PENIS GAG.  A moan escapes and I am on FIRE.  Isn't it amazing how quickly that can happen.  He pumps it in and out of my mouth a few times, further making me gush.  Then abruptly, he fastens the gag into place - tight...almost gagging me.  He steps away and I'm standing there....processing.  



  • Ohmygod I have a penis gag in my mouth...
  • it's almost hitting the back of my throat...
  • can I swallow?  I don't want to drool too much...
  • Is this comfortable?
  • Can I suck on it...OMG I can suck on it!

I'm processing.  He watches me, takes my hand and rubs it against HIS substantial penis...HARD penis!  
"That's how much I like this.  It may be my all time favorite thing to put in your mouth, other than...ME!"

He pushes it deep into my mouth - hard and I do gag a bit.  Oh, but it is so....erotic!

He spanks me, once - HARD.  Tells me to fold the clothes and walks to the other side of the bed.  He lays down and watches me.  

I try to gather my wits about me and step forward, gag in my  mouth, strap around my head and instead of being embarrassed, I'm FUCKING TURNED ON!  (can you tell I was REALLY excited?)

I fold the clothes.  I'm a bit off balance.  He's switching channels on the TV and I'm grateful for the noise.  It masks my moans just a bit.  He is ever mindful of where I am and what I'm doing.  The minute I finish, he tells me to come over to him...on the bed.

I crawl up on the bed and he places the new GIANT T-Rex Purple Dinosaur Dildo on his chest.  He pulls out the penis gag and I suck mightily as it comes out.  I feel immediately vulnerable and empty.   Funny how I identify these feelings so quickly.  

He takes my head, placing his hand on the back of my head - grabbing my hair.  He pushes me, face down onto the dildo.  I open, WIDE...as wide as my mouth will go.  I take what I can.  I can only take the head...it's so enormous.  I'm shocked.  I will NEVER be able to take this thing.   It's ridiculous.  But I love giving it head on my Sir's chest with his hand shoving my head down.  I resist periodically as he gags me, but he doesn't stop.  If I gag and pull away, he pushes harder.  Oh I love that control that he has over me!

He my hair and flips me onto my back beside him.  He reached over to the nightstand and quickly grabbed the gag and put it back into my mouth.  He leaned over me, letting me feel his weight on my body.  He masturbates my mouth with the gag, commanding me to suck.  He pushed it deep in my throat, holding it there and waited for me to finish my gag and watch the tear drop that escaped my eye.  

He pulls my knees apart and holds one knee.  He takes his fingers and opens my folds.  He  takes the enormous purple dinosaur and rubs it up and down.  He pulses it on my clit and I am HOT.  I am moaning.  He slides it down my slick channel and lets it stop at my opening.  It's so huge, I don't think I will ever be big enough for this.  He watches me intently as he pulses it there.  I was nervous, terrified that he would try to push it in...although I was wet...I had NO lube - which would be required for this dinosaur.  But I have this gag, I can't say anything.  I can simply hold this cock in my mouth, suck or not, I can't say a thing.  So, I take my nerves and put them to work sucking.  I suck and suck and look into his eyes.  Oh, Ohgod, I love this.  He's intent and serious and sexy and my Dom!

He sets the dinosaur aside, positions himself over me and quickly places his hard cock at my opening.  He pumps in with a hard thrust and at the same time, takes his hand and gags me with the gag.  Ohgod. Oh, Oh, OhmyGod...he continues.  The autonomic response of my gag reflex combined with his cock slamming into me.   I cum apart at the seams and moan and suck and gag.  Oh, I love being so filled.

He flipped me over so I was riding him, gag fully visible and he sets to slapping my breasts.  I throw my head back, sucking wildly as he tortures my breasts while fucking me ... Hard.  We cum together - but as I had been cumming continuously for the past half hour, there wasn't any chance for that not to happen.


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After we were through, I had such a rush of embarrassment - the gag - the dinosaur - the gag.  I was in the bathroom later and Sir came in and asked how I was.  I blushed and looked down.  He came over, touched my chin and lifted my face.  "Embarrassed, huh?  No need, you know that.  I love it.  I loved ALL of it.  Did you?"

Oh, Yes Sir!









Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Old Fantasies and New Toys

OK, so a secret fantasy...

I have always wanted Sir to fist me.   In case you're thinking that I should tell him, share this tidbit of desire with him, because as his sub I should be transparent ...  I have!

And... and... it's not going to happen, he says.  He is a very tall man.  He is a big man.  He explains that his fist is too large and he would do damage.  He enjoys hurting me, but he would never harm me.  So.....

He has been telling me for the past 6-8 months that he wants to get a bigger dildo.  Are you fucking kidding me??  If you recall, we have what I considered to be a HUGE dildo.  When he started looking online (and in one toy shop that we visited together) the ones he was looking at were ...
   
ENORMOUS,
             GIGANTIC,
                      REDONKULOUS

I giggled when he would show me, you know that OMFG nervous incredulous giggle.   I explained that I didn't think that any human being could take that.  He explained that he wanted it to be just a bit too big.  That he wanted it to make me nervous, to be a tiny bit uncomfortable.

As long as he was scaring the shit out of me, he continued on.  He wanted a penis gag so I could have something to occupy my mouth while he was fucking me six shades of Sunday.  He also said he wanted me to sleep with it in sometimes.  After consulting Jake to ask for his advice, I had websites available for him to choose from.  I had my preferences, but he was making the call.

So...to that end, a new dildo and gag were ordered.

I was CRAZY excited for the penis gag.  I love gags, I love things in my mouth.  I love blow jobs, I love sucking on nipples, I love fingers fucking my mouth, I love, love, love sucking...you get the idea? SO, the thought of having an object more penis shaped and less, ball shaped - something that I could actually suck on while being gagged...YUM!

I was CRAZY nervous for the dildo.  We got the Tantus T-Rex.  The Enormous Purple Dinosaur was impressive.  I loved the defined head that it had and I was thrilled that it wasn't so long as to try to reach my tonsils.  That said, I wasn't sure I would be able to take it...EVER.  It was wider than double wide with awnings on both sides.




...orders placed, shipped, arrived, unpacked, washed, and 
... yikes ... READY!!














Friday, January 25, 2013

Sleeping Toy

     covers so soft and heavy on top of me

Hands rubbing on my thigh

My legs being pushed open

     warm, soft, comfortable...sleep

Fingers opening my lips

Touching my clit

     pillow so fluffy and inviting

Rubbing my pussy

Mouth sucking on nipples

     feelings; relaxed, content, excited

Fingers slipping inside

messaging, faster, hips flexing, more, more

    so dark, so quiet, can't quite wake up

Moaning - oh was that from me?

Arching, rolling, feeling, cumming

     warm, happy, smiling, sleeping.


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I have a wicked cold and consequently, a migraine from all of the sinus pressure.  I went to bed really early last night.  I had this vague recollection of the above.  It was clear that in its fogginess.   It was dream like, but with so much feeling.  As Sir is dressed and heading out to work this morning, he bends over the bed, kisses me on the forehead and says, "You know I played with you last night."