I have always wanted Sir to fist me. In case you're thinking that I should tell him, share this tidbit of desire with him, because as his sub I should be transparent ... I have!
And... and... it's not going to happen, he says. He is a very tall man. He is a big man. He explains that his fist is too large and he would do damage. He enjoys hurting me, but he would never harm me. So.....
He has been telling me for the past 6-8 months that he wants to get a bigger dildo. Are you fucking kidding me?? If you recall, we have what I considered to be a HUGE dildo. When he started looking online (and in one toy shop that we visited together) the ones he was looking at were ...
I giggled when he would show me, you know that OMFG nervous incredulous giggle. I explained that I didn't think that any human being could take that. He explained that he wanted it to be just a bit too big. That he wanted it to make me nervous, to be a tiny bit uncomfortable.
As long as he was scaring the shit out of me, he continued on. He wanted a penis gag so I could have something to occupy my mouth while he was fucking me six shades of Sunday. He also said he wanted me to sleep with it in sometimes. After consulting Jake to ask for his advice, I had websites available for him to choose from. I had my preferences, but he was making the call.
So...to that end, a new dildo and gag were ordered.
I was CRAZY excited for the penis gag. I love gags, I love things in my mouth. I love blow jobs, I love sucking on nipples, I love fingers fucking my mouth, I love, love, love sucking...you get the idea? SO, the thought of having an object more penis shaped and less, ball shaped - something that I could actually suck on while being gagged...YUM!
I was CRAZY nervous for the dildo. We got the Tantus T-Rex. The Enormous Purple Dinosaur was impressive. I loved the defined head that it had and I was thrilled that it wasn't so long as to try to reach my tonsils. That said, I wasn't sure I would be able to take it...EVER. It was wider than double wide with awnings on both sides.
...orders placed, shipped, arrived, unpacked, washed, and
... yikes ... READY!!