Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Old Fantasies and New Toys

OK, so a secret fantasy...

I have always wanted Sir to fist me.   In case you're thinking that I should tell him, share this tidbit of desire with him, because as his sub I should be transparent ...  I have!

And... and... it's not going to happen, he says.  He is a very tall man.  He is a big man.  He explains that his fist is too large and he would do damage.  He enjoys hurting me, but he would never harm me.  So.....

He has been telling me for the past 6-8 months that he wants to get a bigger dildo.  Are you fucking kidding me??  If you recall, we have what I considered to be a HUGE dildo.  When he started looking online (and in one toy shop that we visited together) the ones he was looking at were ...
   
ENORMOUS,
             GIGANTIC,
                      REDONKULOUS

I giggled when he would show me, you know that OMFG nervous incredulous giggle.   I explained that I didn't think that any human being could take that.  He explained that he wanted it to be just a bit too big.  That he wanted it to make me nervous, to be a tiny bit uncomfortable.

As long as he was scaring the shit out of me, he continued on.  He wanted a penis gag so I could have something to occupy my mouth while he was fucking me six shades of Sunday.  He also said he wanted me to sleep with it in sometimes.  After consulting Jake to ask for his advice, I had websites available for him to choose from.  I had my preferences, but he was making the call.

So...to that end, a new dildo and gag were ordered.

I was CRAZY excited for the penis gag.  I love gags, I love things in my mouth.  I love blow jobs, I love sucking on nipples, I love fingers fucking my mouth, I love, love, love sucking...you get the idea? SO, the thought of having an object more penis shaped and less, ball shaped - something that I could actually suck on while being gagged...YUM!

I was CRAZY nervous for the dildo.  We got the Tantus T-Rex.  The Enormous Purple Dinosaur was impressive.  I loved the defined head that it had and I was thrilled that it wasn't so long as to try to reach my tonsils.  That said, I wasn't sure I would be able to take it...EVER.  It was wider than double wide with awnings on both sides.




...orders placed, shipped, arrived, unpacked, washed, and 
... yikes ... READY!!














22 comments:

  1. fiona,

    Good luck playing with your new toys. I look forward to your next post.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Thanks joey for the luck, I may need it.

      Hmmm...you think we'll be playing?? Really? What gave you that impression?

      see you next post :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. I think I'm suffering with dildo envy. OMG! you lucky, lucky.....
    My man has big hands too, so I was pleased when he got three fingers inside me once.... I think it was three he wouldn't tell me, sometimes I don't want to know what he's doing to me LOL.
    I would pass on the gag. Not my thing, quite phobic about things in my mouth ... unless it's warm and pulsating ;-)
    Anyway I think he prefers to hear me whimper in pain.... I mean moan with delight.
    You'll have to report back.

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    1. hehehehehe DF...dildo envy cracks me up.

      Oh trust me girl, I can whimper, moan AND groan - even with the gag. =)

      I promise, pinky-swear I will report back!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  3. Fisting is such an intense experience, remember women push babies out larger than a fist so if its something your really keen to try dont let size put you off...key is plenty of lube, really relaxed and obviously turned on..its worth trying.

    I love penis gags (i love being gagged full stop lol) hope you enjoy the new toys and look forward to hearing more....nosey cow that i am lol

    x

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    1. Oh tori...I have fisting envy (to use one of DF's words above).

      I am sooooo with you on the gag front. I love...LOVE...LLOOVVEE being gagged. I'm so excited - or is that nervous - or is that eager - or is that terrified about the new toys...

      AND YOU ARE NOT NOSEY....for peat's sake, I'm a sex blogger and you are too...I think we're both "interested" parties :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  4. New toys are always wonderful, and the waiting to try them out is fantastic. It may look big but I'm sure you will take it, and after you do, you can tell him that now he can fist you. Can't wait to hear how thigs work out.
    archedone

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    1. Yes, new toys are amazing, holding promise and excitement and a bit of the unknown. I hope I can take the dildo...I'm not convinced...seriously not convinced. But YES, I plan on working on the dildo then having that conversation! hehehe

      Thank you very much for the comment!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  5. Master has fisted me...at first I thought no way....but it is the most awesome feeling. I need to be very aroused first, and He is patient....having His hand in me...talk about control. We have never tried gags.. looking forward to reading about your experience.
    hugs abby

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    1. Oh abby...I'm envious. Oh...that control is so what I crave. OMG...You MUST try a gag...you MUST, YOU MUST!! then you must tell us all about it :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  6. Oh my goodness fiona!! Have fun with those new toys! :)
    Fisting sure does sound intense....even though i have had a child and i know the baby was bigger...maybe only intimidating??
    We are into the gags but have not tried the penis gag ...yet. I am thinking it would be a good addition to our toy box :)
    Hugs,
    Alexis

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    1. I mean seriously...it's intimidating just thinking about it, isn't it?!?!

      Oh, I adore gags...but the penis one, to go into my mouth instead of just sitting behind my teeth...oh I can't wait! Let us know if you find a penis gag to try...it's amazing looking...I can't wait myself!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  7. Hi again fiona,
    Is it okay to ask another question being it is still March?????
    My question is about the floggers and flogging........
    Well we have a couple floggers (one conina style and one leather) . I favor the conina fabulous flogger!!! You got me thinking after seeing your creative picture for HNT and wondered ....
    How often do you use the floggers? Where on your body would you say is best for flogging? And....

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    1. Oh, you can ask a question ANY time Alexis...Always happy to answer anything!

      Don't you love Conina's floggers. We have several. I will answer your question in a post soon...ok?

      thanks for asking!
      fiona

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  8. Sorry, i was going to say
    And....how long (time wise) does Sir usually flog you? I know, there probably is not a "usual"....
    Okay have fun!
    Alexis and Sir

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    1. hehehe

      Alexis and Sir:

      It may be next week before I can answer...but I promise I will write a post!

      sorry for the delay...

      hugs,
      fiona

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  9. Oh Oh Ohhhhhh!!!!!! Good luck with the new toys Fiona!!! I cannot wait to read the upcoming post on this one:) hehe!

    I have always been curious about the penis gag....I just have this feeling that I would love it:)

    Belle:)

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    1. Thanks Belle...Sorry I'm so late in responding. I am in LOVE with the penis gag...It's filling and nerve wracking and yummy and wonderful :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  10. Hope you enjoy, fiona! Please let me know what you think about the gag afterwards--hope it works as well for you guys as it does for us. And if your Sir ever decides he wants an even bigger dildo, we have tried a couple you might be interested in...

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    1. Jake, I'm sorry about the delayed response. We're traveling, but I showed Sir your comment on my phone and he had a silly-grin on his face! hmmmm...you may have to send me your other ideas sometime! But the gag, OMG...it's FUCKING awesome!!!

      Thanks for sharing your experience and helping new adventures begin!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  11. Fiona: Its such fun shopping for new toys!
    And its crazy-good when they go and make you all nervous like that ;o)

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    1. Oh Blueame - it's wonderful getting new toys...and the nervew...wow.

      hugs,
      fiona

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I appreciate them all and will endeavor to answer EVERY comment if at all possible!

THANK YOU
-fiona