Harder (Part 2)

After coming down from those
two mind shattering cums,

Sir got up,
and with my nipples no longer clamped,
he rolled me over and stood next to me.

He pulled my ass up and said,
He wanted to spank my ass...
but it wasn't going to be gentile.

This time,
He spanked with His hand.

He concentrated on one area,
spanked so fucking hard
until I was just about in tears,

When I was flattening myself on the bed.
Then,
Just before I couldn't take it any more,
He would shift to another spot.

He didn't stop, but he did change...
and I tried - as quickly as I could
to go back on my knees,
with my chest on the bed,
presenting my ass,
for him to spank.

This continued for a long time.

Then He stopped and said,
"I'm going to get the crop,
because I want to spank you harder...
and YOU NEED IT!"

He didn't ask, he proclaimed...
and it scared the shit out of me,
because it was hurting.

But oddly, at the same time,
I really wanted it.

I wondered if he's spank me into subspace.

But so frequently, he doesn't allow me to simply float,
he keeps me tethered to the here and now,
reacting to everything He's doing.

I lay there,
with my knees up,
My ass in the air,
my chest -
sore nipples,
rubbing against the bed
my mouth biting the pillow
and my hands holding onto the bedframe.

He began again...
this time with the crop.

He only spanked a few times,
then told me to get the purple dildo and
hurry back.

I was shocked by this change of pace.

I got up, and quickly went to our toy box.

"I'm not a patient man, fiona.  
You have five seconds or there 
will 
be 
consequences."

I ran!  I frantically pulled the dildo
and the bag of condoms to cover it,
and RAN back!

I made it and lay on the bed almost beside myself.

I neither wanted consequences,
nor
to disappoint.

I put the condom on the dildo and presented it to Master.

He took it and told me to "assume the position."

I know this to mean,
butterfly legs...feet together,
arms above my head and hold onto the bed.

He unceremoniously shoved the purple dildo in.

He was a little sore,
but after cumming so hard
and being so wet,
it did surprisingly, slide in quite easily.

He fucked me with the purple dildo,
then reached over with his other hand,
grabbed the magic wand,
and put it in my hand.

I had wondered,
if I could cum with the magic wand and the gigantic purple dildo.
Frequently, I can't cum with a vibe,
if I have a dildo inside...especially an enormous one.

"Use it, fiona.  Make yourself cum again.
Show me." he commanded.

I opened up my lips and put it directly on my clit...

It took a few minutes, but then I came SCREAMING!

He fucked me...hard...
and I came!

when I turned off the magic wand,
and lay there limp and panting,

He rolled me over and stood up.
He pulled my hips up and pushed my
had into the pillow.
He shoved the dildo to the base...
so it was lodged deep in my pussy.

He grabbed the crop and began to
crop my ass -
H
A
R
D!!!

This time,
instead of shrinking away from the blows,
I was lifting up into them.
I was non-verbally asking for more.

I wanted it.  I needed it.

He then told me to open my legs.

He took the crop and aimed so that the
arm of the crop was across my ass,
but the end of the crop was hitting the dildo.

OHHHHHHHHMYYYYYYYGAWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDD

He his hard and with the pain was also pleasure.

I was screaming and moaning and
cumming again!

FROM BEING CROPPED!!!

Oh, I was such a puddle of well used girl!

He fucked me hard 
and spanked me harder!

Floating Away

I woke snuggling my Sir.
He was on his back
I was tucked to his side.

As with most mornings,
I began to stroke his morning wood
and sucked him to awareness.

In his sexy husky morning voice,
Sir told me that
when he told me to go to bed tonight,
I was to get out the pink dildo,
put a condom on it,
lay it on the bed beside me
and present myself,
ready to be fucked
in the ass with it.

OHHOLYSHIT!!!!!!
My ass has been off the play list
for what seams like...FOREVER

Well, I kind of had it in the back
of my head all day,
but also knew that we frequently
had other things come up
and we would not follow through
on morning conversations.

BUT...
tonight, he looked up and said,
"I will go check on the kids,
you get ready for bed."

as I got up to go to bed, he added,
"fiona, remember what we discussed
this morning in bed."

I ran, not walked, to our room.

I got naked...
put clothes in the dirty clothes bag...
went to the bathroom...
brushed my teeth...
stacked three pillows on top of each other...
got the dildo out and put a condom on it...
laid the dildo on the bed...
climbed up on the bed...
putting my knees on the edge of the bed
and my stomach over the pillows
with my chest, head and hands flat on the bed...
presenting my ass and pussy to Sir.

When he came in, I couldn't see him.

He touched me, rubbed me,
pinched me and then left me.

He got ready for bed,
alternating touching and ignoring me.
it was so heady.
I was so needy and horny and wanton
(synonyms, I know...and yet I was all three!)

Then he began spanking me.

He started with his hand and warmed me up.
Then he proceeded to use the crop.

I'm sure my ass was quite red and HOT
by the time he finished.

I was certainly flinching and moaning and
evading
by the time he finished.

Then, uncharacteristically,
he rubbed, caressed and
OMG
scratched my ass.

When he began to scratch,
that pain/pleasure point was in perfect unison
and I almost came right there.

Then, he put lube on the dildo
and my ass.
It's been so long, and I've wanted it so much
and missed it so much...
and then..
he was pushing.

I immediately wished I had kept my moronic mouth shut.
What the fuck was I thinking
I had WANTED this??

Crap, stop, please stop.
It hurt and I was anxious,
and as it went it,
I swear I almost hyperventilated.

I was trying to escape.

"take it out, take it out, take it out!"

SMACK

"Breath, fiona.
I'm not taking it out. 
I want you to breath.
It will pass."

Knowing he wouldn't stop was huge.
I got a grip,
pulled up my figurative big-girl-panties
and relaxed.

I felt the moment when it changed.
The pain went away.
My body relaxed,

and the ouch went to ahhhhhhh.

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod

he began fucking my ass
hard and fast and slow and steady.

no particular rhythm

and it was Ohmygodohmygodohmygod

My senses were totally overwhelmed

and overrun and 

and

and

and

and I can't remember anything else

but floating and feeling fabulous!

The Spreader and The Crop

After the longest separation that my Sir and I have had
in over two decades,

I returned home last night
to a very Very VERY Dominant Husband
and a very wanton mindset.

He kissed and hugged
and pinched and tugged
and loved and fucked
me...in short order!

This morning, he showed me
something that he made.
MADE!

He made two spreader bars...and they are amazing!

They are two thick dowels
(so they are very sturdy!)

One is about four feet long.
He attached two eye bolts through either end
and two about two and a half feet apart from the middle.
To each of the eyebolts, he put a carabiner.

He made another that just has the one set of eyebolts and carabiners
on a two and a half foot long dowel.

He commanded me to lay on my back and close me eyes.
He attached a set of cuffs to my ankles and wrists.
I haven't been cuffed in so very long.
They were comforting and calming...just having them on.

He then attached the ankle cuffs to the outside carabiners,
and commanded me to close my legs.

Trying and failing to close my legs made me so very turned on!

Then he lifted my legs...with seeming ease.
He commanded me to open my eyes and hold the bar.
He attached the wrist cuffs to the bar and I was bound!

He touched me with his fingers...trailing the all over my body,
arousing me and sensitizing my skin.

He stroked, twisted and pinched my nipples.
Then pulled out a crop...that I hadn't seen.

He started slowly - focusing on the spot at the end of my ass...
where my ass hits my thighs.

He put one hand on the bar and kept it exactly where he wanted it,
and He cropped with increasing intensity.

I couldn't move, that knowledge...
that I Couldn't - even if when I tried -
had me slick with excitement.

He cropped harder.
Harder!

It was really starting to hurt and
I was really moving...moving my body as much as I could.

He was easily able to control the movement that would impede his cropping...
and He continued.

He cropped...
HARD!

I was crying out...
dripping wet...
Spread
and
Red!

Oh, I am so glad to be home!
So glad to be His!

An End To Friday

Sorry for the delay…I typed my notes but couldn't finalize a post until today.

Well, after one hell of a full day,
Master indeed turned off the lights
and announced that we were going to bed
at 9:20.  

NINE-TWENTY-PM!  

Can't remember the last time THAT happened!

He brought me upstairs and …

sadly at this point, I can't remember all that happened.
my mind is pretty mushy!

He told me to get naked
"And no talking, fiona." he added.
I talked, almost immediately
-- but I thought it was legit - I had a question --
Nope, he bent me over and spanked me as a correction.

Then he told me to stay right where I was,
next to the bed,
hand above my head.
He brought out clamps and
after twisting and pinching, he clamped my nipples.

Then, as I was gasping through the burn, 
he left and retrieved the toy box
He set it on the bed and then laid across the bed.
He told me to show him each item in the box.

I proceeded to unlock the box and
pulled each item out and then was told,
leave it on the bed or put in a pile to put back.

We had an intimidating pile at the end
and
…it made me smile :)

Unceremoniously, He pulled the nipple clamps off,
and as my mouth opened to gasp for air 
as the blood rushed back into my 
nipples, he shoved the dick gag in my mouth
and strapped it around my head.

He then put an eye mask on me
and my world was plunged into darkness.

the first wrapping - prior to cinching them
and binding my hands.  

He then quickly wound my breasts with rope…

I haven't had my breasts bound before…
and have wanted it … 
forever!

OMG, He bound my breasts!!

He then re-clamped my nipples 
and attached me…my nipples...to closet.

I sway back accidentally….ouch!

He pressed up against me from behind 
and kissed behind my ear.

He then stepped back and…
crops my ass….

Oh…the predicament.
I can't move or it pulls my nipples,
and yet, he's all but forcing movement 
by cropping my ass…and NOT softly!

Commands me to widen my stance
and as I kind of scoff…
of course not talking because of the gag…
because - I have no space for motion…

He begins to crop my thighs.

I start to gingerly widen my stance,

until they are wide enough apart

once again…the predicament…

motion required and motion causing nipple pulling.

Then he crops my pussy…

Oh…the overwhelming feelings!

throbbing nipples, bound, gagged, blindfolded, burning ass and stinging thighs and now…my pussy being cropped!

He sais he wants to get the gigantic purple dildo 

and put it in…

"O, ii oooh uuay"

"O, ii oooh uuay"

"Oh you think it's too dry for you to take it?"

"AAH II OOOH UUAY"

"We'll see. You will take it and then you can tell me if it was too dry."

Oh holy fuck…I CAN'T

AND I'm standing up…even harder to get the right angle.

He leave and I hear the condom tearing that will sheath the dildo.

FUCK!

Then I feel the dildo between my legs and I

consciously try to relax.

It's the only thing I can do. 

I'm bound…gagged…blindfolded…

It's really up to him, and in the end,

that's what I really love…

Him taking what He wants even if I don't!

He starts with the dildo and rubs it along my slit.

He starts pushing it in with tiny thrusts…

and I breath and relax and ….

It's going in!  

It's going in and not too painful!

Wow…I'm totally shocked and proud and …

mmmmmmm, that feelmmmmmmmm ahhhhhh

He unclamps my nipples and tells me to move.

He navigates me by the dildo between my legs…like a handle.

I feel so … objectified… and hot and horny and cherished.

(ya, I know, weird, but there you have it)

He KNEW what I needed and was kind enough to give it to me!

He puts me on the bed on my back and lays beside me.

He spreads my legs wide apart and puts my hands above my head

He starts suckling my nipples - which are so sensitive!

I just about come off the bed and his hand is between my legs

and he starts fucking me with the gigantic dildo.

There was a LOT that happened…

he satisfied His goal…he fucked my pussy 

until it was so tired it couldn't cum again…

AND THAT'S A LOT OF CUMMING!

(and I recall him coming like a fucking freight train as well.)

Oh was this a fabulous end to Friday, or what?

Happy Friday, fiona

Well…It was Friday.

Boy was it Friday.

From start to finish…
you guessed it…
FRIDAY!!

The morning started off with
me laying on my stomach
drooling and seriously sound asleep.

I felt the covers being pulled and then
*THWAP*

OHHOLYMOTHEROFFUCKWHATINTHEHELLWAS…
oooooohhhhhhh
mmmmmmm

*THWAP*
aahhhhhhh

Sir puts his hand on the back of my neck and then,
*THWAP*

I feel him gather my hair and pull me.

"On your knees, you may kiss my cock."
I fall to my knees 
(as gracelessly as someone who just woke up)
and fumble for his cock
(which is straining against his boxers)

I suck for only a minute or two and he pulls me off.
"Good morning, fiona."
I smile a very shy, embarrassed, satisfied smile.

"No listen, little girl.  I want to give you three good ones.
Are you ready?"
"Yes, Sir."

"Well, ask me for it, fiona."
"Please, Sir, will you spank me."
"How hard, fiona?"
"As hard as it pleases you, Sir."

*THWAP*
OHHOLYFUCKITYFUCKFUCK
*THWAP*
OHHOLYFUCKITYFUCKFUCK
I start to stand up and 
he pushes me roughly back into position

"How hard to you want this last one, fiona?"
"As hard as you can, Sir."
"Oh, good girl, that makes me so happy!"

*THWAP*

He walks away, telling me what a good girl I am
and takes his shower.
I am back to laying on my stomach,
almost back to sleep.

He gathers my hair, once again,
and turns my head to face him.
"You like rimming me, don't you?"
"Yes, Sir!"

"Ok, do a good job little bitch."

He gets up on the bed and 
I go at him like a starved animal.

I suck and lick and swirl my tongue.
I feel my saliva going all over my face.

rimming him is embarrassing to talk about,
but it's so extraordinarily submissive feeling.

He was so nice and clean having 
just gotten out of the shower before he came to 
crop my ass, Good Morning.

I rimmed him with such enthusiasm.  
When he had enough, 
He flipped places with me,
Put me on my knees and 
fucked me from behind.

He rarely uses that position, 
but it felt so amazing.

He fucked hard and slapped his balls into my pussy.
He pulled out and came.

"Happy Friday, fiona"
he said with a wink…
leaving me again, feeling shy, and embarrassed
and Seriously submissive feeling!

Six of His Best

Sir bends me over the bed

and with my pants on
(and pulled up)

He tells me to put my hands above my head
and to keep them there.

"We can't be loud, so I'll have to make them count.
You'll get six but I'll make them count."

He retreats to the closet and comes back
rubbing my ass with the crop.

He rubs and caresses my ass
building my anticipation.

I want them.
I so desperately WANT THEM.

THWACK

ohhollyhell…
he holds nothing back and is clearly using a full swing.

He rubs between the strike and that
startling, sharp, sting
turns
into
warm, tingling, excitement

By the time the sixth and last

THWACK

comes,

I am so insanely turned on.
I am starting to float
I'm awash in sensation!

Sir starts to walk away,
giving me a moment to collect myself.

He starts taking off his shirt and tells me
he's going to take a shower.

I drop to my knees and as quickly as I can,
strip my top and bra off.

I kneel by the door to the bathroom
my hands behind my back

and all but beg to suck on him.

"Just a kiss, little girl."

Now that never means just a kiss,
but it does mean a suck or two…but not much.

I adore his cock.
I truly adore it with my mouth.

He pulls away and I whimper.

"Just a minute, fiona."

He retreats to the closet and I wait on my knees,
patiently with my hands behind my back.

"Close your eyes."

He comes back and I feel him playing with my nipples.

I am so tightly wound!

He clamps my nipples with the hook clamps

They are tight and they burn and
that burn goes straight to my pussy.

He grabs the hook side of the clamps and
pulls me up to meet his
thick, hot, wet, cock.

He fucks my mouth,
but instead of pumping into me,
he's pulling me onto him
by
my
NIPPLES!

He fucks, hard and fast and
I keep my hands grasped behind my back.

He pulls one last time,
hard and deep and
cums,
deep in my throat.

Oh, I love six of his best!
and all of his creativity.

The Crop And The Consequence

"As someone is in our house,

I can only do this once"

he says as he caresses my ass with the crop.

"Ask me for it, fiona."

"Oh, Sir, please spank me."

"How do you want it?"

"As hard as you can, please, Sir.

I need it." I say

 and for good measure I ask again.

"Please, Sir, spank me as hard as you can."

Sir takes an audible breath of air.

"Oh, fiona, you've never said that before.

Do you know that? 

You've never asked me to spank you 

As Hard As I Can!"

He C.R.O.P.S. my ass…

one wicked hard strike.

and leaves a wonderful stripe!

Sir tells me to stay over his bed, 

with my pants pulled down 

and my panties pulled just below my ass

while he goes downstairs to talk to contractor at our house.

The windows are open and the curtains are pulled wide

it's sunny outside and anyone driving by could see me.

I stay for a very long time and then

Dumbass me…I get to feeling scared

and self conscious and embarrassed.

I stupidly move and close the curtains.

When Sir comes back in,

he notices and is very disappointed.

He walked in to spank me again, but instead…

puts away his implement.

He walks over to his chair and sits.

He's quite.

I feel so disappointed in myself for doing it.

For intentionally not staying where he told me to stay.

He calls me over.

He strips me, gently.

He pushes me to my knees and 

tilts my head and cradles it in his lap.

I ask for his forgiveness.

He tells me he forgives me,

but that there are consequences.

After holding me for a few minutes,

Rubbing my head and soothing me,

He tells me to stand.

He fingers me until I have cum 

dripping down my legs, literally.

He takes me to the closet

Pushes me up against the shelves.

His face next to my ear,

he whispers to me that

I am to stay

(he reaches his hand around and 

begins to play with my nipples)

He will go downstairs

And I am to stay, right here

That I am his to do with as he pleases.

He reaches my nipple and squeezed hard,

then clamps my nipple and attaches it to the 

motherfuckingshelf.

He does the same with the other nipple

Then tells me exactly what a 

good girl should do

all the while, giggling my breasts

which are clamped to the 

motherfuckingshelf.

My head lols onto his shoulder

He leaves,

turning off the light

and shutting the door.

The Right Way To Solve This.

"We rarely have arguments like this anymore
and this was the right way to solve this one."

How was it solved, 
you may ask?

Well…the turning point came when 
he showed up at home, slammed the door
and yelled, 
"Where in the hell are you?"

Now, first off, Sir almost never yells.
Second, slamming doors is a pet peeve.
Third, he NEVER comes home from work.

apocalypse anyone?

He marches upstairs and 
holds the hysterical mess that is me at the moment.

After backing me into a corner and 
just holding tight, even when I push and resist,
he calms me down.

Once calm, he kisses me,
then puts his hand over my throat.

He whispers in my ear 
that he's going back to work, 
but not before he spanks me.

I ask him just to hug me.
He replies that he'll hug me,
but that he needs to spank me before he leaves.

After a wonderful bear hug,
where I am well and truly relaxed
from the state I had managed to work myself into,
he moves us both (still hugging me) to the bed.

He turns me around and 
reaches his arms around me.
He unfastens my belt and pants and 
pulls my pants and panties down.

He caresses my ass and then brings his hands up
under my shirt and undoes my bra.

He squeezes my nipples and breasts
and I close my eyes.

He tells me to bend over and 
put my hands all the way above my head.

I do as he asks and he steps away.
He retrieves the crop and asks,
"Do you want it hard or soft, fiona?"
"soft," I whisper back.
"Turn your head to the side so I can hear you,
and ask me for it."
oh, holy hell, I hate, Hate, HATE it when he does that.

"please" I squeak back.
"Please what, fiona?"
"please spank me."
"How?  Ask me for it." he commands.
UGH

"please spank me softly."  I reply.

*thwap*


"Ask me again."
"please" I squeak back.
"Please what, fiona?"
"please spank me."
"How?  You have to say it, fiona." he commands.
OH, SHIT!  I thought I could get away with not.  
Come On, just spank me already…however YOU WANT!!

"please spank me softly."  I reply.

*thwap*
(right on that sit spot)

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OK, I get it, Ihavetoaskorhe'sjustgoingtostandtherewiththe motherfuckingcroptouchingmyassandnotdoinganything!

"please spank me"

*thwa"pleasespankme."p*

*thwa"pleasespankme."p*

*Thw"pleasespankme."ap*

*Th"please"wap*

*TH"please"wap*

*TH"please"Wap*

*TH"please"WAp*

*THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP**THWAP*

As I reach my ouch limit, I begin to stand up.

He reaches around and grabs my tits.
He twists and pinches and the sting turns
to direct heat and pleasure - both tits and ass!

"Do you want three good strokes?"
"yes, please."
"How hard, fiona?"
"as hard as you like, sir."
"Get into position"

as soon as I am bent back over,
hands over my head,
he strikes low where my ass hits my thighs.

He gives me a minute to process,
then strikes in the middle.
Ohholyhell!
then he strikes just above that and
roughly turns me around.

He unzips his pants and
in one smooth moves, seats himself
balls deep inside of me.

"You are wet, fiona.  Sopping wet.
You needed this."
"yes." I say unembarrassed.
"So did I."
He fucks me hard and fast and 
reaching down he uses his hands to
maul my breasts.  

After the crying, the hugging,
the crop and the hard fuck with nipple play,
I'm so there.  
He squeezes one more time hard and 
as I try to catch my breast,
he smacks my face.  
I Cum, 
long and hard and fulfilling.

He did as well (though not in thirty seconds).

I have to concur with him,
it was the right way to solve this.

We both feel…BETTER!

Stripes and Soles

Sir walks me up to our room.
He takes my scarf from around my neck
and ties my hands together.

He pushes me over the side of the bed
and leans over me and places my hands
stretched above my head.

He begins to crop me,
starting at a moderately hard strike.

It's over my jeans and feels heavenly.
He's makes me ask for it and to say
harder or softer.

I hate having to say!
Ugh, it's so hard for me.

I ask for mostly harder.

Then He reaches around my waist and
unbuttons my jeans and pulls down
my pants and under ware.

He continues on,
warning me to keep my hands
where they are.

He covers my ass with stripes,
then…starts to rub.

Oh, it feels so good.
He rubs my ass, then
pulls my shirt up and
starts to rub my back.

I'm so relaxed…so present to the moment.

He stands back up and…

Begins putting stripes of the crop
across my back.

He strikes everywhere from my shoulders on down.
I'm moaning and panting
and my hips are moving.

I'm on my toes meeting the crop
as it comes down and
it feels like heaven!

When he returns to my ass,
he's cropping me
with an amazing swing and strike.

He tells me he wants me to take
THREE MORE, GOOD ONES.
"Yes, Sir.  Please, Sir!" I reply enthusiastically.

***WHAP***
"Thank you Sir!"

***WHAP***
"AAAHHHH.  Thank you Sir!"

***WHAP***
"UUUOOOOHHHHHHH   Thank you Sir!"

Oh that burn feels so amazing.

Warm and intense!

He flips me over on my back and pulls me to the very edge.

He butterflies my legs and puts my hands high above my head.

He takes the crop and crops my pussy.

When he hits over my clit,

it is intense and amazing.

When he hits higher, it stings…wicked.

He sets the crop to the side and says,

"Let's see how much you liked all this."

and puts his finger inside of me.

Ohmygod, I LOVE when he checks!

Not surprising, I'm SOAKED!

He reaches his hands down,

grabs my nipples and begins to 

pinch and twist.

He grabs hold of both nipples,

just as he positions himself to 

thrust his cock inside of me.

As he thrusts in, he pinches so hard.

I cum apart.

He fucks long and hard and as he gets close,

He slaps my face.

I look up, not having expected it.

I meet his eyes and he pulls out of me.

Keeping our eyes locked,

he comes ON my pussy.

As I feel his hot cum spurting onto me,

My hands still tied above my head,

my nipples throbbing,

My ass and back hot from the strips of the crop,

I feel the intensity of the moment and 

Cum…nothing inside of me!

He lays his softening cock on top of my pussy

and I can feel the last bit of his cum oozing out.

Our eyes are locked on each other and 

we gaze at each others soles. 

Getting Ready for Lunch

"Drop your pants, and lay over the bed."

I did so quickly

… and he walked away!

After five minutes,

He walked back into the room,

but because of the laundry I was folding
littering the other side of the bed,
I couldn't see him.

I hear him walk over and without any notice,

He begins to crop my ass.

He starts with a strike
hard and firm against the spot where
my thighs hit my ass.

He crops hard all over my ass,
Not missing a single spot.

"Open," he commands as he begins to
crop the inside of my thighs.

I open my legs and
without pretense,
he crops  my pussy.

It's firm and comforting and

AAAAAAHHHHHHH
(without anyone at home with us,
I scream!)
without warning,
I cum!

I must add, screaming while cumming
can be exceptionally cathartic!!!

"Stand up and take off your bra."

I quickly process what he said,
Then try to remember what the words he said
really mean and then, oh ya, I'm supposed to do that!

I stand up and quickly remove my bra.

"Pull up your shirt and hold it with your hands on your head."

I do so and he crops
both my nipples and my breast.

He's being firm and playful.
A solid crop and then toying with the nipple with the side of the crop.

He then crops three solid hits directly on the nipple and
once again, I …

I ….

I cum!

"fiona, do you know why it was important 
that we do this before we go to lunch?"
"Because you wanted to?"

"Why else?"
"Because I wanted you to?"

"Why else, fiona?"
"I don't know, Sir."

"You'll be a very good girl when we go, right?
You'll listen and be very obedient."
"YES. SIR."

"Good girl, fiona.  
No, pull down your shirt,
leave your bra off, put on your jacket,
and let's go get some lunch."

Attentively Cropped and Spanked

Sir was being a sweetheart and 

spent the evening having a wonderful family night.

I showed him an email from a friend that said,

"you need a nice long spanking from [Sir Q].

OTK with the hand gradually building up in intensity

with lots of rubbing."

He smiled that wonderful smile of his and it warmed me.

As bedtime approached, and kids were asleep,

we locked up the house and went up to bed.

I was tired and thought he was too.

Unexpectedly, he quietly told me

to get undressed and get over the bed.

I was nervous because I wasn't feeling it.  

I wasn't feeling "in the mood" for ... anything.

I remembered that I wanted to say yes to him...

I got undressed and walked over and lay over the side of the bed.

I listened to him rummaging around and putting things away.

Then I felt the caress of the crop.

I felt the soft touch of the tip as it rubbed around my bum.

The crop left me and returned with a *Sting*

Oh, it's only been about three weeks and seriously...

I know it wasn't hard, but it really stung!

He continued, and he was more attentive to my body than he typically is.

He noticed when my feet would kick up behind me

signaling that it was pushing my ability to absorb the strike.

He reduced the intensity or moved where it hit.

Resulting in building the warmth in a wide region.

He cropped my ass - thoroughly.

He moved to hit my thighs periodically as well.

He rubbed as my leg started kicking-up again.

Oh, his rub, after he has cropped or spanked me feels so...

comforting,

connecting,

grounding,

loving!

He flipped me over on the bed and spread my legs.

He let the crop tip trail over my body.

It trailed over my belly, 

over my pussy, 

up my sides,

over my nipples and back down.

He cropped my pussy and when I attempted to close my legs, 

firm hands pushed them back into position.

No censure, just calm reassurance that this wasn't an option.

He cropped my nipples and toyed with them.

They hardened quickly to sensitive tight nubs.

He flipped me back over and returned 

with his hands this time, to my ass.

His rubbing turned to squeezing and grabbing.

Abruptly.

He walked over to the wing-chair beside the bed.

He sat down and told me to come over and lay across his knee.

It took me several seconds to comply as I felt a flutter of butterflies 

and needed a minute to catch my breath.

I stood, naked and flushed and walked over to his waiting lap.

His arms outstretched, loving and possessing at the same time,

He eased me over his lap and held me close.

I loved feeling him, loved him holding me tight,

loved the return of his hand to my skin.

He spanked, not as hard as he can, but not light taps either.

He was pushing me, stretching my now limited tolerance.

Unlike he has done frequently in the past, he stopped abruptly

and let his fingers delve down into the folds.

He dipped inside and plunged into my pussy.

"Oh, you are wet.  What a good girl you are, fiona."

That made the butterflies flutter a bit again 

and my breath caught.

He pulled out and continued spanking.

I was gratified that my body was responding.

I was thrilled that he was pushing me.

I was thrilled that we were connected!

The rest of the evening is kid of a blur.

There was sex.

There was an orgasm for him which made him scream.

HE screamed.

He NEVER does that!  

It was wonderful to watch him come apart,

and to know that I helped that happen.

There was also an orgasm for me...

which took a lot of time to get to...

but that he didn't give up on!

Dear lord, I do LOVE my Sir!

The Crop, The Dildo & the Attitude Adjustment

I was totally being a pain-in-the-ass last night and this morning.  
Sir straightened that out with the long pink realistic dildo in my mouth 
and about a billion thwacks of the crop...
HOLY FUCK 
that thing can hurt when SWUNG with authority.  
Dayam.  

He made me ask for all of the hard ones.  

He also fucked me...
without preamble, without request.
He fucked me with an agenda, 
with the purple dildo,
to address my pain-in-the-ass behavior.  

He tied my arms in a wide "v" to the head and foot of the bed 
(I was laying across).  
He put the dildo inside of me without any preamble...
but after the beating so I was good and wet.  

He never uses lube anymore...it's ridiculous.  

He grabbed my hips forcefully and my legs go around him
He pumped the dildo into me.  
FUCKING HARD.  

At one point it hurt and I reared up and 
he put his hand on the small of my back and 
told me "NO" in no uncertain terms. 
He told me that I should work through the pain and take it.  

I don't know if he changed something or 
if it was just his words.  
I focused on relaxing and I gushed around the dildo...
He gave me several commands to cum and each time he did, 

I came in spectacular fashion.  
I adore being able to cum on command...
though I worry about not being able to do it and 
the stress of failure...

but so far, it's been insanely good.  
He used me hard...
flipped me over to fuck me some more - 
pumping into the dildo - 
but watched my face and made me look at him.  

Oh, holy hell, that was intense to be scrutinized so by him.  
After I came, he lay on the bed and pulled me over and 
fucked my mouth, hands on my head, controlling the pace.

It was so intense.  
As he fucked up into my mouth and I couldn't breathe, 
I reached between my legs and continued to masturbate 
while he fucked.  Mmmmmmm.

I Came to a Crop

He locks the door,
Walks me into the bathroom.
Turns on both ceiling fans.

My stomach flips...I know what's coming.

He stands behind me and kisses my neck.
His hands reach to my sides and sensuously lift my shirt.
He undoes my bra and slides it off.
He reaches around, unbuttons my jeans and lets them fall on the floor.

After a quick smack on my ass
He divests me of my panties and bends me over
He directs me to put my hands on the tub.

He smacks me with the crop...
He's really working hard at mastering his new toy.
Some of the strikes are thuddy, some are stingy.

I'm wiggling and swaying and moaning
and breathing so heavily.

As he crops me, he stands to the side with
his non-cropping hand settled strongly on my back.

His touch grounds me,
His smack lets me soar.
What magical duality!

He rubs and scratches my back, my ass, my legs.
"Stand up, fiona."
I do.

"Face me."
I do.  I look down, feeling very shy.

"Don't look away, fiona.  Look at me"
Reluctantly, I do.

"Spread your legs and think about the spreader bar we were talking about earlier. 
Do Not Move, Fiona."
I do.

He crops my pussy.
It hits and the tip wraps around my mons.
Each time it impacts my clit, I climb higher up Pleasure Peak.
I finally close my eyes because I can't stand it any more.
Ahhh,  AAhhhhh, AAAAAHHHHHH
I cum so hard and lunge forward and grab Sir.

I shutter and spasm in his arms and he holds me tight.
I am His.

The Caress of the Crop

It's night, I'm in my room getting ready for bed.
I've brushed my teeth and taken off my clothes.
I walk into the closet and notice that it's really cluttered.

I sit down on the floor and organize my shoes ...
hehehe
...that can be read as putting away 
all of themy shoes that are strewn on the closet floor.

Sir walks in and puts his dirty clothes in baskets and
...
without preamble or warning,
I feel the caress of the new crop on my naked body

Oh!

I breathe and close my eye and desire courses through me.
He hits my ass with the beautiful tip.
I mentally and physically absorb the feeling
I want it, I want to be present to the feeling.  
I need this!  I want this!

I quickly turn onto my hands and knees
SMACK!
It's a cross between his belt, his hand and our old crop!

It's the kiss of leather that I love so much.  
The tip is long and buttery soft and sensuously malleable. 
It contours perfectly to my body, caressing!
it's thud and sting - how is that possible at the same time??

SMACK

He's hitting my ass - one cheek, then the other.

SMACK

He's hitting my thighs and letting the tip wrap around.

SMACK

In between smacks, He drops something down between my hands.
I look down and it's the plastic clamps - with hooks.

SMACK
"Put them on, Fiona." He commands.
SMACK

I work on attaching them while holding myself
up on my knees and one hand
My nipples are hard already as a result of my arousal.
But he's striking every time I go to attach - 
making the clamp go too far up my nipple. 

SMACK
Start over
SMACK
Start over

I then realize that I have to clamp quickly
no finesse, before his strikes.
SMACK
I work quickly I get one - then have to switch hands.
SMACK

When he's done he says, while your down there, 
get the purple dinosaur (gigantic dildo)
SMACK 
and meet me on My bed!

New Crop

Ohmygod, Ohmygod, Ohmygod!!!

It came!

It came!!!!

The post office delivery person knocked on my back door.

I looked out and she's examining the package.

Shit, I hope that there is nothing that give me away!

I take the package and thank her and then...

Take a pic and quickly grab the scissors to open the...

NEW CROP!!!!

WAHOOOOOO!!!!!

I hope there will be fun to write about.  I'll let you know how it feels, sometime soon I hope!