Filled To Overflowing

Holy Cow!  
I don't even know where to start.

Last night I was filled to overflowing,
literally and figuratively!

Ohmygawd.

OK. 

Ok…let me rewind.

Sir has been really …

Dominant

With a capital D.

I am beyond grateful.  
I desperately need …
YES - N.E.E.D. that!!!!

So yesterday he was clear about his expectations.
Sadly, after parenting
and household chores
and my homework
we were getting to bed later than we had wanted.

I was exhausted and Sir was tired,
so I thought we may forgo any type of activity.

Um…I guess not.

As soon as we were in the room,
he walked stalked up to me
and stripped me.
(I love him taking my clothes off!)

He roughly turned me around and
bent me over the bed.

He walked away and pulled out our toy box.

He took out a loop of rope and 
bound my wrists together and 
tied it to the other side of the bed.

The act of tying me up is 
so erotic to me.

The letting go, 
mentally, physically.
It's immediate and complete.

After feathered to the bed,
he returned behind me and
began to spank
with his hand
just a few
hard
hits.

Then he switched to the cane.
He started slowly and seemed to
hit 20 strikes, then a hard one.

He struck my ass…all over.
My foot popped up at one point,
after a particularly hard strike,
(you've done that, right??)
Well…that resulted in my foot
being struck rather harshly
with the cane and a 
strict reprimand to stay in position.

I have to say, having him hit my feet…
hurt.
was a great reprimand.
worked.

So…things get fuzzy.

Sir was requiring me to look at
some videos that he had found
and if I got - I don't know - distracted maybe
by the beating my ass was getting,
he would ask me what was happening in the video.

He wouldn't let me fly.
There was no subspace.
There was the moment,
and like it or not,
I was to be present to it.

OK, So I liked it!!

He then commanded me to put my knees on the side of the bed,
effectively putting my ass high in the air.

He lubed up my ass completely,
then gently, thankgod, gently,
slid the LARGE pink dildo into my ass.

As soon as it was inserted, up to the imitation balls,
He let it sit there and spanked my ass again.

When he had enough, he switched back 
to fucking my ass with the dildo.

It was intense.  Seriously intense.
In retrospect, now that I'm sitting here typing,
I'm praying that I didn't scream too loud.

He fucked hard and fast and I came and came.
He shoved it in and pulled it AllTheWayOut.
Then he shoved it back inside.
He repeated this over and over and over
and over and over and over and over.

My ass was so loose, it was insane.

He shoved it in and then walked around the bed.
He pushed my shoulders flat on the bed and 
lay in front of me.

I asked him if I could lay down,
and he said no.

I have no idea what he did or how long it was
felt like forever.
He just had me on my knees
chest on the bed,
hands bound and tied out in front of me,
with a gigantic dildo in my ass and he…
relaxed.

After a llllllooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg time,
he got back up.
He pulled me forward a bit, 
as my hands were tied,
just to get me so he could clamp my nipples.

He clamped them hard and back,
then pushed my chest back to the bed.
I was breathing through the pain,
through the intensity, 
when I felt him behind me again.

He was there in a split second, 
I swear.
Then he…
ohmygawd, this is so embarrassing.
Then he….
thenhepushedthegiganticpurpledildointomypussy.

That is soooo embarrassing to admit,
I don't know why.

He fit that enormous purple dildo inside of me
WHILE the large pink dildo was firmly seated in my ass.

He gave me a minute to adjust and
then he fucked.

He fucked them hard,
in and out.
The purple dildo he didn't take all the way out,
but the pink one he did…

my slutty holes were so stretched out
and I felt like such a whore.

I felt so turned on
I felt so humbled
I felt so at his mercy
so submissive
so desirous
so horny
so fucking good!!!!

I came like a motherfucking freight train…
over and over and over.

I don't know what happened…
between the insane orgasms and 
him pulling me off the bed…
my hands untied,
everything cleaned up,
shower started.

I was sooooo cold.
I know that the endorphins mess with you,
but I can't remember being so cold before.

He led me by the hand to the bathroom,
he took out my ponytail,
took off my jewelry,
and put me in the shower.

I washed my hair, and when I rinsed it,
he was standing on the outside of the shower.
He commanded me to come to him.
I stood, still inside the shower,
and he reached in and with the soap and washcloth,
washed me…head to toe.

I felt so taken care of,
so cherished,
so protected,
so loved.

It was one of the most intense nights of my life.
And he made it extraordinarily special!

What a lucky girl!

Suggestive/Explicit Songs

Hypocrite?  Me?

As a kid I remember singing songs like…

Madona's "Like A Virgin"
George Michael's "I Want Your Sex"
Depeche Mode "I Want You Now"
or Violent Femmes "Blister In The Sun"

So So So many more….

I love music…sing all the time.
Always have…still do.

My kids and Sir and I will dance around
Sing to each other, sing to ourselves.

The other day, I was driving down the road 
and singing along to 

"S&M" by Rihanna

     Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
     Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
     Sticks and stones may break my bones     
     But chains and whips excite me

My kids are in the car and ask about the song
and I quickly … deflect.

Ya, so that made me think.

I sang those songs at the top of my lungs …
and they didn't make me grow up to be morally loose
or a slut (ok - with anyone but Sir)

But as a mom, I'm not sure about 
having my daughter sing that at the top of her lungs
in the seat next to me.

Oh, those parenting quandaries.
So, what are your thoughts?

My Predicament (Part 4)

continued from My Predicament (Part 1), (Part 2), (Part 3)
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I stand...

Legs together holding in a glass dildo.
Arms above my head.
Wrists bound and attached to shelving.
Eyes blindfolded.
Pussy juice covered dildo in my mouth.

I stand...

It's dark.
The music is still playing, and I wait.

He's gone a long time.

I'm thinking, mind wandering.
I notice my stream of consciousness

...is this too long
...OMG, is he even thinking about me.
suck, suck, suck (on the dildo)
...I love being here ready to be of service
...Oh, I want, I need...oh I want to cum again
move, rock to feel the dildo
...My arms are tired
...why is this taking so long
...how long is it going to take?
...I'm hungry
...I'm hot
...I'm tired of standing
...hmmm, to be laying down
...Oh, to have him fuck me with this dildo again
...I want him to touch me, touch my nipples


I realize that each time he's left me,
it's been for longer periods....how long has it been?
I'm desperate....
I'm worried that I'll be too vanilla, too done,
not in the right head space when he comes in.
I'm getting tired.


CLICK

He comes in, lights turn on and
I'm immediately back to the present and my place

This time he says nothing, he's all business.

He re-clamps my nipples and crops the tips sticking out.
Oh fire.  Burning.  Oh!
AAAAaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!

As I'm focused on the fire emanating from my nipples,
I miss that he's knelt down behind me.
He grabs the dildo and fucks my pussy.

After I cum, he removes the glass dildo
He tells me now what he's doing.
He takes the giant purple dildo
Sets it on the shelf next to the dildo in my mouth.
He makes remarks about it's size...it's so enormous.

He removes the cock in my mouth
I say I'm concerned I won't be able to take it standing up.
Typically, at this point he would say something like..
We'll try.  It's ok if you can't.  Just do a little.
"You will take it, fiona.  You'll take it for me, says I'll take it.
because you're such a good girl.  Now relax, it's going to happen."

Oh goodness, I want to take it, I will take it.
I relax, I work hard on relaxing my pelvis muscles.
He slide and rubs and it goes in!

"Oh, fiona, look at you!  I am so proud of you.  
You ARE a good girl!"

He doesn't just leave it there, he fucks.
I'm so turned on, I've cum so much already.
It takes nothing and I cum
He fucks
I cum

He puts the other dildo back in my mouth
the one that's been there all evening.
He unclamps my nipples.
He rubs my chest, squeezes and rolls my nipples.
He rub my arms and then slaps them,
slapping hard up and down my arm.

He unhooks the wrist cuffs
and re-attaches to lower shelves so my arms are now down.


He reaches his hands around and cups my breasts and
twists and tugs my sensitive nipples and I moan,
they are hyper sensitive.
"I'm leaving you here with the gigantic purple dildo inside you.
Imagine that in your pussy, stretching you....
You're such a good little girl, such a good slut"

He kisses my temple, then turns around and leaves.

Lights go out.
Door to the closet is shut.
Door to the room is locked and shut.

It's dark, music playing and I wait for my Sir.

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This time, I don't stand long.
It's probably only been five minutes.

He turns on the lights, walks over.
"How is MY pussy doing, little girl?"
My stomach flips and I have to catch my breath,
and suck the dildo....suck, suck.

He unhooks my wrist cuffs,
He removes the dildo in my mouth,
puts his hand around the back of my neck and directs me
out of the closet and onto the bed.

He lays me out, flat on my back.
"Please, Sir, can I suck on you...Please?!"
I plead.

"When I say, now, not another word, fiona."

His eyes are dark and intense.
"I want you to cum, one more time, fiona."

He takes hold of the gigantic purple dildo and fucks.
My pussy has been so used...
He affixes his mouth over a nipple and fucks while sucking,
nipping, sucking, biting, sucking.

Before he finishes with that nipple, I have cum.
But of course, he can't show favoritism...so he keeps fucking me
with the Gigantic purple dildo while he does the same to the other nipple.

I am wrung out.  I am spent and fried and frazzled.
My body is literally vibrating.

He pushes the dildo in and climbs on top of my body.
I feel him pushing me into the bed and I love it.
He's clothed.  I'm naked.

"I'm going to fuck you, fiona"
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"When I'm done, I want you to clean up the toys."
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"Don't forget any of them."
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"Then you take a shower and get the children ready for bed."
he knees the dildo inside of me.

"You've been such a good little slut,
such a good play toy. "

He reaches down and pulls out the dildo.
I am so wet after cumming so many times.
I'm drenched.
He unzips his shorts and slides in.

I'm so used, been masturbated so long, I can barely feel him.
I've been stretched out by the gigantic dildo and feel like such a slut.
It's an immense turn on for me...

He fucks hard and fast.  He kisses me deep and as he cums,
he shoots powerfully inside of me.
Now that, I can feel and it's hit just the right spot
We cum together.
Dom and Sub
Sir and I

Where Was I? (Part 3)

(Continued from Part 1 and Part 2)

So when last you read, I was gagged on His cock and cumming with the help of a dildo fucking my ass.  Oh, Heaven!

After he let me appreciate all of the electricity of the cum flowing through me, he shoved The Dildo in deep.  He quietly commanded me to take The Dildo out and bring a towel over to him.  I rise slowly and a bit unsteadily from the bed and grab a towel and set The Dildo in the bathroom.  Ugh...those human touches...there's nothing sexy about the clean-up parts of play.  I ask him for permission to blow my nose and wash my face, which is covered in drool and tears and snot and pre-cum which he smeared on my face.  Graciously, he agreed.

I come back to bed with a folded clean towel.  I handed it to Sir, who deftly spread it on the bed beside him.  He commands me to lay back on the towel.  I am having difficulty moving, coordinating my limbs, getting my brain and body to function, I'm exhausted, and scrambled.

He takes the clothespins and clips my labia, then opens up my pussy.  He hands me a vibrator and commands me to masturbate.  He holds me open and watches.  As if that wasn't humiliating and objectifying enough, while watching intently, He comments and moans at the sight of me.

He lets go of the clips and grabs some lube and begins to message lube around my folds.  Now, I'm wet as a tsunami, but he's adding to the natural slick.  I am able to mentally note the objectification, it's is palpable, and a serious turn-on.

As I cum again (are you fucking kidding me?), he takes the enormous purple dinosaur and inserts it.  I've cum so much, and there is so much slick...it actually inserts.  He takes the vibrator and puts my hand on the dildo.  He asks if I need more lube.  "no," I whisper as I push it all the way in.

"Oh, I love to see you do it", he says.  "I love to see you masturbate yourself with this."

I start  to move it and he leans up and watches.  Oh!

He commands, 
                               
                           i cum


over

         Over

                   OVER

He asks If I can do it again.

"Yes Sir," I reply


He commands, 
                               
                           i cum


When he's ready, he tells me to remove it.

I do, slowly and am scrambled.

He kisses me, deeply.

He enters me.

He moves, he fucks, and we cum...oh do we cum.

Mind scrambling.  Sated.  Shattered.

My Hand

"Roll on your back," he says.

He's rubbing pussy.

"Give me your hand."

He positions MY hand on my pussy, then pushes my finger through the folds

"Touch yourself - masturbate for me."

Gently his hand moved back up, stopping to circle around my bellybutton then dip inside...making me squirm.

He moves his hands up to my nipples - rolling, tugging, kneeding, squeezing.

"Move your fingers inside...I want to hear.  Are you wet?"

Oh, my pussy was overflowing with the natural silicone that changes my pussy from being dry and textured to being smooth and slip-and-slide soaked

"We need to do this more often. You don't masturbate enough for me."

"It's because I suck at it." I say

"Well, we'll have to practice.  I want you to masturbate for me - feel this?  (he pushes MY fingers inside my pussy and covers them in juice)  I like it.  I want you to touch yourself more often.  I want to hear you pleasuring yourself."

He mounts me, stops, looks down at me as his cock enters.
"Oh fiona - you are wet.  You are gushing.  You are such a slut.  Look how wet you got just by touching yourself.  Oh, you are a good girl."

Fantasy Fulfilled (Part 4)

This is continued from Part 1, Part 2 & Part 3.  It's also the end.  

I can hear some guy talking to Sir downstairs.  NO, it's not what you think.  I think the damn electrician stopped by early.  He wasn't due until this afternoon.  I must say, hearing Sir conducting the business of our home with someone else - all the while I am bound, blindfolded, gagged, collared and have an enormous dildo stuck in my, now very well used, pussy upstairs is ....  HOLY HELL HOT!

except, ummm...except, he didn't put his large flannel shirt over me, so, umm, I'm not feeling hot.

I breath, I meditate, I - I ...

Shit, I have to pee.

Actually, now I'm cold and I have to pee.

He's talking - what on earth are they doing, it's taking forever.  I can hear them walking around.  Oh My God, are they chaty-fucking-cathys??

I have this mental struggle between the calm of meditation and the knowledge that I am getting colder and colder and have to pee!

"ah-a-a-a"

I startle myself.  I must have just made that noise.  I hadn't intended to make a noise.  Wow, how did that whimper escape me?  No, focus fiona.

I breath, focus on meditation...

I start to cry, gently.  I'm not aware of it until the tears runs down my cheek.  They aren't able to escape down the side of my head, because the blindfold is absorbing them.  I'm not really that upset, I think I am simply emotionally raw from the system overload.

I am soooo completely consumed with myself, I don't even  hear him open the door.  He's by my side in a flash and untying me.  "What's wrong, fiona?"  He says in a slow and steady, concerned voice.  "I'm so cold and I really have to pee,"  I say.  I expect him to pull off the blindfold and let me up.  I don't move from the position he put me in, though I am no longer bound there.  He places on warm hand on my chest, grounding me, then moves the other to The Dildo.  He starts to move it slowly in and out.  I cum almost immediately.  You know, full bladder and all.

Once he's pulled one orgasm from me, he starts to move the dildo a bit faster.  He's moving it in and out and then side to side - almost stretching me.  He's not being gentile anymore.  He pulls me over to the side of the bed onto my side and moves my hands, still above my head, but pulls my legs so that they are completely open.  I'm half on my side and half on my back.  He unzips his pants with one hand...I guess when your stiff cock is holding your pants in place, it kinda acts like another hand.  He takes it out of his boxers, grabs the back of my head and I instinctively open my mouth.

"Close your mouth, fiona."  Ahhh, no I want cock...  He takes his cock and smears his precum all over my face.  He rubs and smacks.  Oh, how objectifying.  His next command comes with one word, "Open!"  I do and am immediately rewarded with a cock in my mouth.

I am making the  noises of a rabid animal.  I am truly out of my body.   He flips my legs so that I am mostly on my stomach with my head to the side still firmly latched around his throbbing member.  He pulls The Dildo from my pussy and pushes it against my tight rosebud.  OH - OH...I'll need a gallon of lube before that thing is going to be able to enter me, and that's IF it's even able to!  SHIT.

As I begin to panic about the dildo and my tiny, tiny opening (compared to the massive shaft he's about to shove in there), I realize I have stopped sucking on his cock.  He moves my mouth so that his pleasure is not diminished.  If I stop sucking, he'll fuck my mouth just the same.   I don't know if all of the orgasms and endorphins have caused me to leave my body, or if I am just soaring weightlessly in subspace, but I have a moment, where my entire body relaxes.  My rosebud blooms.  My breathing softens and he's pushed The Dildo into me.  My ass stretches to accommodate and the guttural noises involuntarily coming out of my body are unfamiliar to me.  He's fucking both ends of me.  I have
 T H E    M O S T    A M A Z I N G     O R G A S M!

I truly don't know what happened next.  I know that I was on my stomach with a ridiculously large dildo in my ass and a beautiful work of art in my mouth.  The next moment, I look up and for the first time since this adventure started, I can see.  He's removed my blindfold and the glorious Dom of a man is staring into my eyes.  He's hovering over me, pumping his cock into my gushing pussy.  I still have The Dildo stuck in my ass, though it is no longer moving, so my pussy is tighter around his cock.  He pins me to the bed with his gaze as he fucks.  I am really outside of this whole scene.  I see him.  I feel him.  But yet, I don't.

He throws his head back and cums with a scream.  Oh, it's like seeing a wild animal after a hunt and I have so enjoyed being his prey.


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I am sore as I write this.  I have have been WELL used!  I have constant reminders of the flogging, the clamping and the hours of fucking.  Every time I feel....um....something, I smile.  I am happy!

A Couples Massager And A Smile

Sir lies across our bed and I sit perched on the edge, deftly rubbing his feet.  I love pampering him whenever I am can.  He deserves much more pampering that he gets.  After I have properly rubbed both feet he requests that I lock the door.  This means playtime - YES - !!!

As he hears the click of the lock he says, "Bring me my remote."

I am confused, he wants to watch TV?  Are you fucking kidding me??  "You want the remote?" I respond incredulously.

"No, I want MY remote," he retorts.

Oh! I had almost forgotten.  After some research and requesting feedback from some blog-land folks, he had gotten a remote controlled couples massager (Lelo's Tiani2).  I went to the drawer and got out the little black bag.  I walked over and handed the remote to him and held the vibe.  I hadn't used it with him yet, and was nervous.  What if it didn't work the way he wanted?  What if it didn't do anything for me?  What if he was disappointed - or what if I was?  It’s the first time and instead of being psyched, I was nervous.

"What do you need to do, fiona?" he asked

I am standing at the side of the bed, right in front of him (as he's still laying across it).  I put my foot up on the chair beside the bed and insert the vibe and position the external portion over my clit.

"Good Girl, fiona." he says very approvingly.  "Now, rub my back."

What?  I just put this thing in and you seriously want a back rub?  OMG, are you trying to kill me?   My inner monologue is ranting while I walk around the bed again, and straddle him. I put lotion on my hands and begin to rub his back.  He turns on the vibe and I can feel it.  It's not too stimulating, but it feels good.  As I rub his tight back muscles, he moans a little and I can feel some of the days tension leave his body.  Simultaneously, he turns it up the vibe.  Oh, Oh...It feels good, now.  The portion inserted in me isn't too long, so it's stimulating and sensitizing, but not overly.  The part on my clit feels REALLY good.  As I start to moan and stop focusing on the massaging, he slows the vibrations.  Nooooooo, my mind screams.

"I think you lost your focus, fiona.  Focus on my massage and I will focus on you."  he says.

OMG, how am I supposed to focus on massaging him when I am getting so worked up.  I move down to his lower back and he's turned-up the vibrations again.  I slide my body down and am now working really hard on massaging his muscles while humping his hamstring.  Oh goodness girl, I say to myself.  Have you no pride?...well obviously not!  I'm rubbing and moaning and grinding and humping.  What. A. Slut.

As I finish his back, the vibrations lessen again.  He turns over onto his back.  "Suck,"  is his only command.  I pounce - like literally out of a cartoon – pounce on his length.  Oh, I am horny, hot and hungry.  I suck and lick and the vibe increases again.

 ….AHHHH.  I am voracious.   He is solid steel encased in silk.  As I suck, he lengthens just a little more. 

Without warning, he commands me to “Get on,” while pulling my head away.  I remember the directions that came with this thing saying that he could fuck me while it was inside, but that I would need additional lubrication.  Wow, we’ve never fucked with an object in the same hole he’s in.

With a flash of embarrassment I hesitantly say, “I’ll…um… need some extra… um… lube.”  I don’t know why that embarrasses me, but it always does.  It somehow feels like a personal failing if I need vaginal lube. 

“Get.  On.  We’ll see how it goes.  If I’m right, you’ll be fine.”

Well FUCK, don’t you just know he’s right.  He slides so easily into my ripe puss.  I am sopping, he slides in and the vibrations transfer to his cock as well as push the vibe portion hard against my pelvic bone, increasing the vibe.  It is INTENSE! In All the Best ways!!

Oh, Oh, Oh, AHHHHHHH!  I explode inside while freezing outside.  I am a statue of ecstasy. 

He pumps, his body moving me up and down.  All of a sudden, my eyes open wide.  I focus.  I am keenly aware of my body and Him.  I look into his eyes and we lock.  I see HIM.  I am darn-near animalistic in my movements, but my eyes are grounding me, focusing me.  I come apart.  I cum apart.  I throw my hands above my head and scream while he makes the most amazing low, primal, growl as he empties his life force into my body.

I hover, eyes still focused on his, waiting for his release.  I am panting, trying to catch my breath.  He inhales deeply, holds his breath and as he lets it out very slowly, he smiles.