Attachments and the Loss of ControEEK

OK...so YES, there are attachments for the Magic Wand.
These are the ones I got,
but there are so so many more.

First off let me just say that I didn't get to the blue one.

I did however try both of the white ones with very differing successes.

First, I tried the white one at the bottom
and it was mmmmmgood!

The nub in the middle goes in your pussy
and then it cups your folds and
buzzes like crazy....

and OHHOLYHELL it feels good!

So...after having an amazing orgasm
with it...

I was off to try the white one on the top
so sadly, it's not really suited to my body shape.
The center goes in your pussy,
the larger of the other nubs goes in your ass,
but sadly once I do that, the other won't reach my clit.

It was relaxing but not stimulating.

But after using it and feeling so good...
and being so primed, needy and wanting
(yes...I am such a cum slut)

So...I thought, before trying the blue ones,
I would cum again with just the magic wand...

SO I took off the white attachment
and opened up my folds
and put the vibrator directly on my clit
and turned it on
and
AND

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

I came almost instantaneously
and stronger than I EEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKK

I stood almost immediately
as I realize I started to pee!

I have NEVER cum so hard that I peed!

OHMYGAWD!!!!

I ran...as fast as I possibly could,
with my pussy clenching almost painfully
and definitely exquisitely
to the bathroom...

then to the shower!

Then to the phone to call Sir
and tell Him what happened!

I was so embarrassed and
he was so thrilled!

He said that it was awesome
that I came so hard that I lost
control of my bladder!

He said it was the best birthday present EVER!

Magic

So...I got a fabulous brown box in the mail today.

I wasn't surprised...neither was Sir.

We weren't surprised because I had ordered it
(as a belated birthday present for me)

When it came, Sir raised his eyebrow and
commanded me to go to His room,
immediately,
and open it.

I did...and was just about giddy.

Sir came in behind me and locked the door.

"Well." he said.

I looked up with a sheepish look and smiled.

"Take it out...show it to me."

I removed the item from the box...and it looked...

very UNsexy!

"Take your pants off and use it."

I had a moment of panic...while I began to take off my pants

"Sir, What if I can't make it work right...
what if it doesn't work for me??"  I questioned.

I was so worried that it would be disappointing -
not for me but for Him.

"Assume the position." He commanded with that look in his eyes.

I immediately lay on my back,
butterflied my legs with the bottoms of my feet touching
and raised my hands over my head.

He took the toy and plugged it in.
He placed it on the outside of my labia
and the buzzing - the vibrating - was

INTENSE!

He didn't have it exactly in the right position...
He frequently plays with my clit above the spot
where the maximum intensity can be felt.

I squirmed...

and moaned

and my back arched off the bed.

He took my right hand and pulled if off of the headboard
and placed it on the handle at my pussy.

He put his fingers inside of me and said,
"Show me."

He stood over me at the side of the bed and
I used the magic wand on my clit.

I placed it ... right on the spot.

AND HOLYMOTHEROFGOD!!!!!!

I came like a freight train
in about ONE MINUTE!

I turned it off and I...well We
felt my pussy contacting around his fingers.

He looked down and smiled.

"Good Girl.  I always wondered what it was about this thing.
You always see it in porn and now I understand.
They found the magic vibrating frequency.  
Now do it again so I can feel you...
Tomorrow, I want you to play with the attachments
and when we go to bed, I'll expect a full report!"

He wiggled his fingers inside of me,
so that I couldn't forget that they were there....
and to signal, get on with it, girl.

I closed my eyes and turned it back on.

IT CERTAINLY IS A MAGIC WAND!

Instructions

So, Sir gives me lists … with some frequency.

Generally they include 
!!!!!
(which means I must masturbate and report)

Well, this week, I followed my instructions.
I spent some time and watched some porn

ya, it's a guilty pleasure

Then when seriously primed…
I had a fabulous cum.

Then I took a shower and 
shaved.

He's commented several times
that he can't wait until my GYN appointment
so that I can shave…
He likes me bare.

I am unwilling to go to the GYN bare…
especially when I struggle with ingrown hairs…
(ya, I know, TMI - funny that I don't mind telling y'all
about floggings and canings and spankings and fuckings,
but ingrown hairs…ugh)

ANYWAY

I shaved, leaving a nice landing strip :)

Sir came home early.
He walked me into the closet 
and turned me around and
Took off my bra, bent me over
and spanked me

His hand reached around me
and touched myHis pussy

He fingered me and made me cum
"Push against my fingers, fiona."
he commanded…and I came again,
but this time I squirted … huge.

As his fingers left His pussy,
my juices literally running down my legs,
He moved his hands to tortured myHis nipples

He laid me on the bed,
handed me the vibrator and
Commanded me to masturbate
naked and exposed on the bed.

He told to dress in a skirt and no panties
No bra

I asked if I could wear my cupless bra
…it gives him access like he wants
and me less saggy breasts, like I want :)

He said Yes!

So after cumming, yet again,
I quickly dawned and flirty skirt,
lovely camisole and heels.

He was thrilled with what he saw 
it made me smile…

Dinner and a movie ahead...

Lists and !!!!!

So…just for a bit, 
to help me and to help him

to make sure we're on the same page

I give Sir my phone at night 
and he makes a "To Do" list 

I love those simple…
Commands.

I love the clarity

I love that flexibility

I love the 

!!!!!


Oh, ya…
he throws in the likes that just say 
"!!!!!"

This means that I am to masturbate
and report when I'm done.

Filled To Overflowing

Holy Cow!  
I don't even know where to start.

Last night I was filled to overflowing,
literally and figuratively!

Ohmygawd.

OK. 

Ok…let me rewind.

Sir has been really …

Dominant

With a capital D.

I am beyond grateful.  
I desperately need …
YES - N.E.E.D. that!!!!

So yesterday he was clear about his expectations.
Sadly, after parenting
and household chores
and my homework
we were getting to bed later than we had wanted.

I was exhausted and Sir was tired,
so I thought we may forgo any type of activity.

Um…I guess not.

As soon as we were in the room,
he walked stalked up to me
and stripped me.
(I love him taking my clothes off!)

He roughly turned me around and
bent me over the bed.

He walked away and pulled out our toy box.

He took out a loop of rope and 
bound my wrists together and 
tied it to the other side of the bed.

The act of tying me up is 
so erotic to me.

The letting go, 
mentally, physically.
It's immediate and complete.

After feathered to the bed,
he returned behind me and
began to spank
with his hand
just a few
hard
hits.

Then he switched to the cane.
He started slowly and seemed to
hit 20 strikes, then a hard one.

He struck my ass…all over.
My foot popped up at one point,
after a particularly hard strike,
(you've done that, right??)
Well…that resulted in my foot
being struck rather harshly
with the cane and a 
strict reprimand to stay in position.

I have to say, having him hit my feet…
hurt.
was a great reprimand.
worked.

So…things get fuzzy.

Sir was requiring me to look at
some videos that he had found
and if I got - I don't know - distracted maybe
by the beating my ass was getting,
he would ask me what was happening in the video.

He wouldn't let me fly.
There was no subspace.
There was the moment,
and like it or not,
I was to be present to it.

OK, So I liked it!!

He then commanded me to put my knees on the side of the bed,
effectively putting my ass high in the air.

He lubed up my ass completely,
then gently, thankgod, gently,
slid the LARGE pink dildo into my ass.

As soon as it was inserted, up to the imitation balls,
He let it sit there and spanked my ass again.

When he had enough, he switched back 
to fucking my ass with the dildo.

It was intense.  Seriously intense.
In retrospect, now that I'm sitting here typing,
I'm praying that I didn't scream too loud.

He fucked hard and fast and I came and came.
He shoved it in and pulled it AllTheWayOut.
Then he shoved it back inside.
He repeated this over and over and over
and over and over and over and over.

My ass was so loose, it was insane.

He shoved it in and then walked around the bed.
He pushed my shoulders flat on the bed and 
lay in front of me.

I asked him if I could lay down,
and he said no.

I have no idea what he did or how long it was
felt like forever.
He just had me on my knees
chest on the bed,
hands bound and tied out in front of me,
with a gigantic dildo in my ass and he…
relaxed.

After a llllllooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg time,
he got back up.
He pulled me forward a bit, 
as my hands were tied,
just to get me so he could clamp my nipples.

He clamped them hard and back,
then pushed my chest back to the bed.
I was breathing through the pain,
through the intensity, 
when I felt him behind me again.

He was there in a split second, 
I swear.
Then he…
ohmygawd, this is so embarrassing.
Then he….
thenhepushedthegiganticpurpledildointomypussy.

That is soooo embarrassing to admit,
I don't know why.

He fit that enormous purple dildo inside of me
WHILE the large pink dildo was firmly seated in my ass.

He gave me a minute to adjust and
then he fucked.

He fucked them hard,
in and out.
The purple dildo he didn't take all the way out,
but the pink one he did…

my slutty holes were so stretched out
and I felt like such a whore.

I felt so turned on
I felt so humbled
I felt so at his mercy
so submissive
so desirous
so horny
so fucking good!!!!

I came like a motherfucking freight train…
over and over and over.

I don't know what happened…
between the insane orgasms and 
him pulling me off the bed…
my hands untied,
everything cleaned up,
shower started.

I was sooooo cold.
I know that the endorphins mess with you,
but I can't remember being so cold before.

He led me by the hand to the bathroom,
he took out my ponytail,
took off my jewelry,
and put me in the shower.

I washed my hair, and when I rinsed it,
he was standing on the outside of the shower.
He commanded me to come to him.
I stood, still inside the shower,
and he reached in and with the soap and washcloth,
washed me…head to toe.

I felt so taken care of,
so cherished,
so protected,
so loved.

It was one of the most intense nights of my life.
And he made it extraordinarily special!

What a lucky girl!

Cum, Cum and Dare I Say, Cum Again!

It's dark.

I'm filled.
My skin is electrified,
like really electrified.
I have goose bumps and 
feel my heart beating so hard and fast,
I'm sure it's actually audible.

I feel…with a lack of sound 
and absolute darkness,
I feel.  

and it's erotic as hell!

He walks back down to the basement
and turns the lights on.

"Oh, look at you, fiona.  
You look beautiful."

He takes the dildo from my mouth
and I flex my jaw.
I hadn't realized it was sore,
but with it removed, I'm now aware.

He rustles through the bag again…
what the fuck was I thinking putting that stuff in the bag?

He lifts my body up as far as my wrist cuffs will allow,
which is all of about six inches.

He grabs one nipple and quickly grips 
and twists and tugs it into a small peak.
He then attaches a clamp and 

dayam!

It's clearly been too long.

He makes short order of clamping the other nipple.

My breathing is …

short.

I'm panting.

I'm almost panicking.

He pushes me back down on the pillow
and the clamps bite into my nipples.

I'm about to say it's too much,
when the dildo starts to move.

He's fucking my pussy, hard and fast
and that, combined with the pain
makes short order of an insanely intense

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

(ya, cum)

He slaps my ass, hard, with his hand
then yanks the dildo from my pussy.
He fingers me and
makes me cum one more time.

As I lay, panting, overwhelmed,
he unties me…wrists and ankles.

He directs me to lay down, on my back, on the floor
where he has pillows placed for me to lay on.

It seems to take forever for me to process…everything.

I hear him tell me, but then 
I'm literally working on making sense of what he's told me,
then I'm working on making my body move…inch by inch.

I very awkwardly, 
and UNgracefully I might add,
flop down on the pillows.

He kneels down beside me and 
hands me the gigantic purple dildo.

He nods at me with that knowing look.

I know what he wants and 
I spread my legs wide and 
insert the gigantic purple dildo into my
well used and soaking wet pussy.

I'm embarrassed to say
that it slipped right in.

Oh, God, I feel like such a slut!

But it feels…so good.

I move it, without request.
and his eyes sparkle.
He's pleased with HIS little slut.

I keep masturbating myself
and he bends down and kisses me,
deep and possessively.

Then he bends over me…

OH GOD, I LOVE IT WHEN HE FUCKS DOWN INTO MY MOUTH!!!

It's one of the most erotic things for me,
I have no control…he's fucking his slut!

He shoves his cock into my mouth,
and I suck with reckless abandon
(and masturbate with reckless abandon)
but before he starts to move his hips,
I feel his hand…
and….
He removes the nipple clamp!

AHHHHH…..as the blood rushes back in,
he slams his cock into my mouth.

my mouth is open, trying to scream,
but being stifled by his cock slamming into the back of my mouth.

Oh, god….it's overwhelming.

He does the same fucking thing with the other side and 
as soon as the blood rushes in,
His cock hits the back of my throat,
the dildo shoves inside…and

We cum!
His cum spurting deep into my throat as I swallow around his cock
and I cum…squeezing the gigantic dildo.

Man, when Sir goes all out, 
He goes ALL OUT!

This was truly one of those epic play sessions…
and we dragged ourselves….somewhat dazed…to bed!

Short Circuiting

"Well, let's see if we can change that number, fiona."

I thought eight was pretty good. 
hrmph

He pushes my mouth back onto
the way too gigantic dildo.

Oh, I love that loss of control,
that feeling of being used, physically.

I also know that's his way of keeping 
my focus elsewhere and 
minimizing my visibility.

I hear him rummaging in the toy bag.

"Oh, fiona, I love seeing you like this.
I love you being restrained.
I love you having a dildo in your pussy
I love seeing that huge dildo in your mouth.
…and I love…"

AAAHHHHHH!

Holy shit…
Heat!  
Sting!
Intense!!!!

He zapped me!
He did so on my thighs.  

"Oh, fiona, I love what this does to you."

He encourages me with his words,
then explains that I have to ask for him to do it again.

Damn him!

I'm not sure I love that damn zapper.

It's intense and just the 
wrong side of painful.

But afterward, 
after the just too much pain
wears down….
it does leave me….

hungry.

"Please" I whisper…
not really committed.

he takes the dildo in my pussy and 
moves it.  
Moves it fast
Slams it into me.

He's building…I'm excited…

AAAHHHHHH!

He zapped my ass.

He continues to move the dildo,
never letting up.

He's cross wiring the pain
with the building orgasm.

He keeps masturbating me,
and zaps my other ass cheek.

AAAHHHHHH!

It's buring gin…
But the burn is momentary.

He slams the dildo into me,
and then zaps my labia.

AAAHHHHHH!
AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!
AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!

The pain.
The orgasm
The pleasure.
The….the….th…t……

Everything stops.
The dildo is still…inside of me.
The other dildo fills my mouth.

The room plunges into complete darkness….
it's a basement, so it is pitch black!

He whispers in my ear,
"Be still, I will be back, fiona."

My brain short circuits and 
my body is on fire with 

DESIRE!!!

Sir's Answers with Color Commentary

I stole this from Tori at Pain's Pleasure (though mildly adapted to fit our TTWD dynamic)

An interview with my Sir (I typed the answers verbatim as he answered them)
...with MY color commentary.

Was there a certain event from your life, that sparked your spanking or Dominate interest? 
Sir Q:  Some of these might be unfulfilling answers...no not particularly.
me:  seriously, I think he's always been kinky.

What are you often called by your girl?
Sir Q:  Sir.
me:  Master will also pop up, or infrequently Daddy.

We're building a big spanko fire, which implement would your bottom/sub/slave toss in?
Sir Q:  the Crop.
me:  Oh, HELL NO!  The cane, the fucking hairbrush....I could come up with other options, but not the crop!  I'd dive in for that one!

We all know how many punishments there are to choose from, but what about rewards? Do you have a favourite reward that is used? If not what's something you would like to use as a reward?
Sir Q:  masturbating you with a dildo.
me:  That may be for him and for me...honestly, he has a thing for that gigantic purple one.

Whats that one phrase, that when its used, she knows she is in trouble?
Sir Q:  You've been a very bad girl.
me:  I would have said "Excuse me"...with that voice and his eyebrow raised.  YIKES.

What's something you would like to cross off your Spanking bucket list? 
Sir Q:  hmmm, now that's a good one.  Watching another girl spank you.
me:  Please!  Pretty Please!!

Someone comes to you and says there just starting D/s. Whats the biggest piece of advice you can give them?
Sir Q:  To pay attention to your sub and what they enjoy.
me: Wow, that's a good one.  I'm surprised.  I would add communicate, communicate, communicate to that one.

We talked about spanking bucket list, now let's get a little more into it, what about a BDSM style bucket list, what would you like to cross off?
Sir Q:  Tying you up all night.
me: mmmmmm!  I would add rope and dungeon or camp play or a cross or .... hmmm, I may need a bigger bucket =)

Is there a punishment you thought you'd never try, but ended up trying it and finding it effective?
Sir Q:  Twisting your nipples really hard.
me: when he says really hard, what he meant was ...twisting her nipples almost off her body!  UGH.  

If your girl could take a break from a rule for one week, what rule would it be?
Sir Q:  OK, ya - that's a good one.  I don't know
me: NOT biting his lip.  That is my favorite thing and what I get in trouble for on a regular basis!  It's just so damn delectable.

If you messed up and you offered to let you bottom/sub/slave spank you, would she? why/why not?
Sir Q:  Yes, because every once and a while we switch.
me: He answered that one quickly.  Of course...we did it forever. No prob!

If you could only use one implement here on out, what would it be?
Sir Q:  Hairbrush
me: Now he's just being sadistic.  UGH.  That would be added to the fucking bonfire first!



I added my color commentary mostly because it's kinda funny - and he doesn't read here =)

From The Belt To Begging on the Floor

---------------------------fiona's Account----------------------------------

So, Sir and I were staying at a friends house recently. 
Just the two of us and we had the house to ourselves.

I bring Sir a belt and set it beside him on the side of the bed.
I walk to the end of the bed.
I pull off my t-shirt and take off my bra
I take my pants and panties down and
bend over the end of the bed, arms stretched out.

He finishes what he was doing
(in his own sweet time)
he pics up the belt and ....

--------------------------Sir's Account-------------------------------------

I spank her with the belt.  Not too hard at that start, but gradually
working her up.  I can always tell when she has turned the corner.
There is this change in the sound she makes.  Not a coo or an ooohhh,
but a verbal release.  She has crossed over.  At this point she arched
her back and elevated her ass for what was coming.  I know that I 
owned her body and soul.

---------------------------fiona's Account----------------------------------

When he's done, he lays across the bed and picks up his iPad.
I have absolutely no idea what he's doing on it, but he tells me to stay right there.
I'm naked laying bent over the bed and he's focused on something other than me.
He looks up periodically acknowledging my existence.

I'm breathing and absorbing the glorious heat emanating from my ass.
I'm adoring the objectification.
I can literally feel my arousal increasing.

I lay my head on my hands looking at my Sir.
I think....
...about how much I adore him
...about the amazing endorphin release of having my ass belted
...about how gorgeous Sir looks laying there
...about how grateful I am that he told me to stay there
...about how my calfs are hurting
...about how hot may ass actually feels
...about how much I want to suck on his cock
...about ......

Eventually I say, "Sir, could I use my vibe?"
"Yes, go get it...right now...quickly...just the way you are."
"But I'm naked and there are windows."
and he just looks at me and raises his eyebrow!

Crap!  Why the FUCK did I open my too big mouth?
AHHHHHH!
I run like the fucking-WIND and grab the bag which has my vibe.
I come back and he smiles as I come panting back into the room.
"Lay down, right here and masturbate for me."
He points to the floor, the FLOOR, right next to the bed.

I lay on the floor and put the vibe between my legs.
"I can't hear you." he says.
I so frequently work on being quiet,
 I realize I kind of have trouble being loud when masturbating.

I work on letting go.

He rolls over and his head pops over the side of the bed.
He watches me.
His hand reaches over and he touches my pussy.
The vibrator vibrates my clit.
He rubs around the outside and then opens my lips.
The vibrator finds the hard nub of my clit.
He pulls on each lip and releases.
I shutter with the added twinge of pain.
He touches me and rubs up and down my slit.
I close my eyes and moan.
He slips his fingers inside.


--------------------------Sir's Account-------------------------------------

This is the point where all the foreplay, all the domination has come to a
head.  I can tease her and she begs for more.  I pull, I tug, I rub and she 
is in ecstasy.  I have her right where I want her.  On the ground and 
begging.  Begging for the release of an orgasm.  I reach down and slide my 
finger into her wet pussy and I know that she is going to come for me again
and again.  How I love her being a good girl, being obedient and coming for
me on command.

After the Caress of the Crop, Bound and Spent

So, if you haven't read my two previous posts...they're here and then here

============================================

I am laying - spent - on His bed.

My nipples are clamped and bound to the bed, 

the combination lifting my breasts up nicely.

My ankles are cuffed and tethered spread eagle to the bed.

Sir rolls off of me and reaches over to the nightstand drawer.

He withdraws the small electro device.  

My stomach drops,
My heartbeat skyrockets.

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod.

I want it,
   but it hurts,
      but I want it,
         but what if I can't take it.

He turns it on and tests it on his forearm.
God, I love this man

I so appreciate that he knows what it feels like.

I also appreciate that I'm bound...but I'm terrified just the same.

He starts small.

He brushes it against my arm.

I jump
and my nipples get tugged
because they are bound to the bed.

He brushes it against my belly.

I jump and my nipples get tugged.

I decide to close my eyes with the hope that it will help me process.

Unfortunately,
it's so startling when it happens,
that I now

yelp,
jump,
and then squirm...

Ya, definitely MUCH worse
for my nipples
for the amount of noise I make
and
ya, just worse!

So....
Eyes open!
I watch as he moves the electro to a new spot.

He touches it to my thigh...one side and then the other.
I still jump, but less than when I wasn't watching.

Then he ...Then ...

Then he touches it to my lips...down there
...both sides at once.

I jump and scream and moan.
It's intense.
It hurts.
It is definitely pain.

My nipples hurt from pinch and pull that
resulted from my jump.

My labia hurts from the electro stim.

But then...

As with the pain, so frequently, it turns.

Instead of it warming and absorbing...
it electrifies me.
I can actually feel my body...

I get goose bumps and my body ....

just feels
Just feels so alive, so intense, so wired!

He sets the electro stim aside and kisses me.
His tongue plunging into my mouth - taking me.

He rolls on top of me and tells me those special three words

that make me melt.

Ya, you already know them....

"Good girl, fiona."

Yup, I melt!

He pulls the dildo out of my pussy and sets it aside.  

He's on top of me and I can feel his erection.

But after having the gigantic dildo inside of me, 

as soon as he thrusts inside of me, I feel very little of him.

He fucks hard and takes his pleasure - 

after giving me so much of my own.

As he gets close, he tells me, once again,

what a good girl I am!
... and then

... he removes the nipple clamps.

As the blood rushes back into my nipples,

the pain is acute and coupled with is thrusts and words,

we cum together, in a moment of absolute euphoria.

After the Caress of the Crop

I've just fallen in love with our new Crop
(could you tell from my last post?)

I came out of the closet and shyly walk to the bed,
my titties bouncing with the attached nipple clamps.
I am carrying the gigantic purple dinosaur dildo.

He has used it enough with me that
I am good at inserting it and 
have now been able to admit to myself that I really like it.
(ya, that last part took a long time)

He's loved that dildo
 from the first day we got it.But for me, 
it was daunting and embarrassing.

"You know what to do with that."
He says and nods to the dildo.
Without taking his eyes off of me,
He begins to floss his teeth.

I open the nightstand drawer and 
add a bit of lube.  

He nods to the bed and I lay down.
I look at him and he once again nods at me.

I open my legs and rub the dildo up and down my slit.
I start working it in.  
It takes only a few minutes.

Oh, it feels so good, I'm so full.  
I start to masturbate and almost immediately ...

cum

But instead of the orgasm simply hitting like a mack truck
It rolls up and then is wave upon wave of pleasure.
I take my hand off and move both hands to muffle my scream.

Orgasm after orgasm, spasm over spasm.

As my breathing evens out and my pussy stops contracting,
I realize I don't know where Sir is.

I open my eyes and he's standing right next to me.

He efficiently snatches my ankle and 
He attaches the Velcro cuff.
It feels so secure, so solid,
as soon as it is secure, I feel
so grounded and comforted.

He deftly attaches the other cuff to my left ankle and
then tethers the cuffs to the bed.

He then takes a length of para cord and 
attaches it to one of the hooks on my nipple
He pulls the rope up and through the headboard 
and back down to my other clamp. 
He pulls and releases the para cord 
and my nipples move up and down.


He's toying with me.  
He's toying with my nipples.
It's objectifying and humiliating and erotic as hell!

He gets them just where he wants them - 
I know this because he says just that,
and he ties off the para cord. 

I am quite effectively bound.
I am unable to move my spread legs more than an inch or two.
I am not able to move my torso at all.

He begins to touch me - rub my body.
His fingers exploring, rubbing, pinching.
He takes the dildo and masturbates me ... HARD.

He knows how much I love pain and pleasure.
Just as I'm getting close, he smacks my thigh...

SMACK
ohmygod SMACK
ohmygodohmygod
SMACK...hallelujah - over the mountain peak!

But he doesn't stop there.  
He knows I've cum...
but he doesn't give me any respite.

He's moving the dildo and his mouth is going to my nipples.
He's kissing the underswell of my breast.
He's sucking, flicking on my clamped nipple.
He bites and I cum again.

Oh that pain and pleasure are such a sure thing.

As I've cum and cum and been so stimulated, 
I'm just lax, completely spent.
He rolls on top of me and looks in my eyes.

"I'm not done yet, fiona.  
Be a good girl and stay right here."

hahaha, what the fuck else would I do???
I'm kinda attached by my nipples and ankles :)

Floodgate: The Anatomy of My Squirt

So...I'm new to squirting, but making up for lost time!

I've read about it, but until recently never did it.

Yup, I'm talking about squirting.

I was laying in bed with Sir this morning,
His drenched hand over my body and a sexy, smirk on his face.
I innocently look up at him and reply to his unspoken remark,
"Well, Sir, you've opened up the floodgates."

And so he has.  Literally and figuratively.

We've both figured it out - for my body.

For years and years, Sir has told me to "Push" when he would finger me.
(that means, baring down - more than Kegel exercises."

MENTALLY:
For me, though, there has been a mental block on fingering.
I rarely came when being fingered.
I think that's due to left-overs bad tapes
from a pre-Sir sexual assault.

But, after many years of working through ...
I think I can now simply let my mind go.
It's just HIM and ME in our bed...in my mind...
no old tapes, nothing bad, only us!

Physically...well I spoke with Sir who says
He's doing nothing different...absolutely nothing.
Nothing feels different inside of me...absolutely nothing.

PHYSICALLY:
He starts, he plays with my body
he plays with my clit,
He gets me excited.
He's typically talking and mentally I'm all in.

This morning,
I'm on my back, he's laying beside me.
He's leaning over me - his mouth and fingers on my nipple.
I cum once...I cum twice...I cum.

As I'm cumming, my legs tense, my stomach muscles clench,
At some point, I lean my head and shoulders up and hold onto his back
I'm coming apart and I want to touch him, I need to be close to him.

He keeps going, keeps pulling pleasure out of me.
I keep bearing down on his fingers and feeling the pleasure
I can feel my body shake, I can feel my pleasure course through me
and ...
And ...
AND ...

Oh - ya!

I squirt.  

I feel the most amazing convulsing...all inside!
My toes curl, my clit throbs, my fingers fist, electricity pulses.
I squirt.

My floodgates had been permanently closed,
the lock padlocked and then the damn thing  rusted!

I am so thrilled that Sir never gave up on me.
He kept chipping away at the padlocks
and released the pleasure being held back by the floodgates!

Figging Amazing!

So after we had consumed a pitcher of
sangria that I had made today I eeked up the courage to say

"will you use the ginger on me tonight?"
"Be quick, get it cut and shaped and bring it to me."

I almost ran downstairs...
now this is the part I struggle with.
Looking at a gangly ginger root and ...

Make a butt plug out of it?
Are you kidding me?

This ginger was particularly stringy
so that made it more difficult.

After whittling away away at it
Ya, looks NOTHING like a butt plug

So I took a different tack and carved an outline.
Much better.
I clearly work better off of a sketch.


Now the other tricky part is...
it of course has a natural shape.

So I hustle up stairs after smoothing and shaping.
I strip as soon as I get into the room
and lock the door.

He holds his hand out and I hand him the ginger.
He directs me to suck on his cock for a bit.

I do so and while he is looking something up on an electronic device.
I hear music starting to play (that's good, it'll mask noise.)
As soon as the music is set, he reaches over and starts to
pull and twist and roll my nipples,
eliciting moans and other lovely sounds.

He tells me to give him my ass.
I present my ass...head at his feet.

He takes the ginger tip and places it directly on my rosebud.
He pushes and I mentally focus on relaxing my ass.
If I tighten, it will make it harder and hurt and burn more.

The ginger pushes in fairly easily and the sensation is immediately there.
The sound emanating from my mouth is transformed...deep, guttural.

The burn is there, but it's not painful...just ahhhhhhh.
It's intense.
and getting more intense.

He's got it seated securely inside and my world closes.
My body is away with sensation...
not just my ass, but my whole body.

He begins to spank me
Don't clench, don't clench...relax, fiona.
I think to myself...followed quickly by the thought
how the FUCK does anyone NOT clench?

I purposely left the handle a bit longer and didn't shave it
So Sir would have a good handle and not get
ginger juice on his hand.

The ginger I carved....
not elegant, but definitely effective.

He spanks the handle sticking just beyond my ass.
So every time he hits it,
it thrusts the ginger further inside.

I feel goosebumps.
EVERYWHERE.

Every single nerve ending on my body is turned firing.

He begins to finger me...one finger I think.

It's so amazing, I even mention the goosebumps to Sir.
My toes are curling
My arms and legs are tingling.
I think I can feel every hair follicle on my body.

The burning is increasing.

All of a sudden, I'm overwhelmed.
Abruptly, I kneel up - I'm now kneeling beside him.

"I need to take it out."
"No" was his clear reply.

Ohmygod.  If I balk at something he rarely says No!

I start to pant.
My hands go to my face.

I just absorb the sensation...so many sensations!

He continues to finger...hard and fast now.
Two fingers I think.

"cum" I hear in a whisper...
though I think it's more that my hearing is going
and less that he actually whispered it.

The burning inside is so intense.  It's ... it's ...
My body explodes...
spasoming,  my insides convulsing.

I'm not a cum on command kinda girl...
but when achieve it and have been worked up...
they are insanely intense!

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He shows me his hand after and
there is a white creamy fluid running down his hand
and as he hadn't change, soaking the sleeve of his dress shirt.

"Get some more ginger sometime soon, fiona."
he says as I'm cleaning up.
"Yes, Sir!"
I eagerly reply...

I feel like I could run a marathon...I'm so energized!
Figging is So Fucking Phenomenal!

My Predicament (Part 4)

continued from My Predicament (Part 1), (Part 2), (Part 3)
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I stand...

Legs together holding in a glass dildo.
Arms above my head.
Wrists bound and attached to shelving.
Eyes blindfolded.
Pussy juice covered dildo in my mouth.

I stand...

It's dark.
The music is still playing, and I wait.

He's gone a long time.

I'm thinking, mind wandering.
I notice my stream of consciousness

...is this too long
...OMG, is he even thinking about me.
suck, suck, suck (on the dildo)
...I love being here ready to be of service
...Oh, I want, I need...oh I want to cum again
move, rock to feel the dildo
...My arms are tired
...why is this taking so long
...how long is it going to take?
...I'm hungry
...I'm hot
...I'm tired of standing
...hmmm, to be laying down
...Oh, to have him fuck me with this dildo again
...I want him to touch me, touch my nipples


I realize that each time he's left me,
it's been for longer periods....how long has it been?
I'm desperate....
I'm worried that I'll be too vanilla, too done,
not in the right head space when he comes in.
I'm getting tired.


CLICK

He comes in, lights turn on and
I'm immediately back to the present and my place

This time he says nothing, he's all business.

He re-clamps my nipples and crops the tips sticking out.
Oh fire.  Burning.  Oh!
AAAAaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!

As I'm focused on the fire emanating from my nipples,
I miss that he's knelt down behind me.
He grabs the dildo and fucks my pussy.

After I cum, he removes the glass dildo
He tells me now what he's doing.
He takes the giant purple dildo
Sets it on the shelf next to the dildo in my mouth.
He makes remarks about it's size...it's so enormous.

He removes the cock in my mouth
I say I'm concerned I won't be able to take it standing up.
Typically, at this point he would say something like..
We'll try.  It's ok if you can't.  Just do a little.
"You will take it, fiona.  You'll take it for me, says I'll take it.
because you're such a good girl.  Now relax, it's going to happen."

Oh goodness, I want to take it, I will take it.
I relax, I work hard on relaxing my pelvis muscles.
He slide and rubs and it goes in!

"Oh, fiona, look at you!  I am so proud of you.  
You ARE a good girl!"

He doesn't just leave it there, he fucks.
I'm so turned on, I've cum so much already.
It takes nothing and I cum
He fucks
I cum

He puts the other dildo back in my mouth
the one that's been there all evening.
He unclamps my nipples.
He rubs my chest, squeezes and rolls my nipples.
He rub my arms and then slaps them,
slapping hard up and down my arm.

He unhooks the wrist cuffs
and re-attaches to lower shelves so my arms are now down.


He reaches his hands around and cups my breasts and
twists and tugs my sensitive nipples and I moan,
they are hyper sensitive.
"I'm leaving you here with the gigantic purple dildo inside you.
Imagine that in your pussy, stretching you....
You're such a good little girl, such a good slut"

He kisses my temple, then turns around and leaves.

Lights go out.
Door to the closet is shut.
Door to the room is locked and shut.

It's dark, music playing and I wait for my Sir.

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This time, I don't stand long.
It's probably only been five minutes.

He turns on the lights, walks over.
"How is MY pussy doing, little girl?"
My stomach flips and I have to catch my breath,
and suck the dildo....suck, suck.

He unhooks my wrist cuffs,
He removes the dildo in my mouth,
puts his hand around the back of my neck and directs me
out of the closet and onto the bed.

He lays me out, flat on my back.
"Please, Sir, can I suck on you...Please?!"
I plead.

"When I say, now, not another word, fiona."

His eyes are dark and intense.
"I want you to cum, one more time, fiona."

He takes hold of the gigantic purple dildo and fucks.
My pussy has been so used...
He affixes his mouth over a nipple and fucks while sucking,
nipping, sucking, biting, sucking.

Before he finishes with that nipple, I have cum.
But of course, he can't show favoritism...so he keeps fucking me
with the Gigantic purple dildo while he does the same to the other nipple.

I am wrung out.  I am spent and fried and frazzled.
My body is literally vibrating.

He pushes the dildo in and climbs on top of my body.
I feel him pushing me into the bed and I love it.
He's clothed.  I'm naked.

"I'm going to fuck you, fiona"
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"When I'm done, I want you to clean up the toys."
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"Don't forget any of them."
he knees the dildo inside of me.
"Then you take a shower and get the children ready for bed."
he knees the dildo inside of me.

"You've been such a good little slut,
such a good play toy. "

He reaches down and pulls out the dildo.
I am so wet after cumming so many times.
I'm drenched.
He unzips his shorts and slides in.

I'm so used, been masturbated so long, I can barely feel him.
I've been stretched out by the gigantic dildo and feel like such a slut.
It's an immense turn on for me...

He fucks hard and fast.  He kisses me deep and as he cums,
he shoots powerfully inside of me.
Now that, I can feel and it's hit just the right spot
We cum together.
Dom and Sub
Sir and I