Position

Well, I fucked up.

Sir and I went to bed.
I snuggled up beside him,
and began to stroke and caress him.

He got hard in fairly short order
and I asked if I could lock the door.

After locking it, I dove at his cock.

I sucked and licked and kissed and nibbled.

I loved sucking on his cock.  
It's length is perfect…
not so long as to gag me continually
long enough to gag me if he desires
not so thick that it's uncomfortable in my mouth
thick enough to fill my mouth comfortably

I thoroughly enjoyed his cock…

then he pulled me up on top of him.

I know he was tired,
He wanted me to fuck him to sleep…
and I got tired and asked him to roll…

then pitched a fit…because I was sick of being on top.

So…
the night…
didn't end well.

And damn, 
I knew better.

I just was mentioning in my previous post
how lucky I am…we are…that we have such a 
wonderful sexual connection.

Then I pitch a fit…
about position.

And what am I??

How submissive is that?

Well…NOT at all!

We talked about positions.
We talked about sex
we're working on making adjustments 
so we're both satisfied.

Though…I'm a bit concerned…
I'm not feeling as submissive as I typically do.

I know there are seasons…
there are ups and downs.

I don't know if this is a season or a cycle.
makes me nervous and a bit unsettled.
(but I'll keep that to myself for now).

A Gag, A Cum, A Gag, A Laugh

I'm gagged...penis gag fills my mouth

I'm riding atop, He's gazing at me as I ride...

Fucking, feeling, groaning

My hands are clasped together, up above my head

He's playing with my nipples, my breasts.

There is such pleasure for us both.

He sits up, grabs the back of my head

and pulls me forward.

He growls in my ear...

"Do you need more protein, fiona?"

He snatches the gag from my mouth

I'm greedy to have it filled again.

He fists my hair, pulling it and positioning me

We're both ravenous...desperate with 

hormones and desire and sexual energy

He's close...he plunges my head down onto his cock.

No quicker is his cock in my mouth, then his is ready

He grabs my head with both hands.  

I'm desperate to suck, to have his gift.

Simultaneously, I plunge onto his cock,

He pumps up AND pulls my head down

We both misjudge...

His length was longer than I expected.

He hits my uvula. 

He cums. 

I gag

He cums.

Cum comes out my nose

I cough, It burns, I sputter ...

He quickly realizes what happened.

He grabs me, pulls me to him and hugs me.

I grab tissue and begin to giggle...between moans of pain.

He laughs and strokes my hair and apologizes

We laugh and laugh...

A cum for sure, 

a swallow gone awry.

A giggle and embrace 

and love well had.