Well, I fucked up.
Sir and I went to bed.
I snuggled up beside him,
and began to stroke and caress him.
He got hard in fairly short order
and I asked if I could lock the door.
After locking it, I dove at his cock.
I sucked and licked and kissed and nibbled.
I loved sucking on his cock.
It's length is perfect…
not so long as to gag me continually
long enough to gag me if he desires
not so thick that it's uncomfortable in my mouth
thick enough to fill my mouth comfortably
I thoroughly enjoyed his cock…
then he pulled me up on top of him.
I know he was tired,
He wanted me to fuck him to sleep…
and I got tired and asked him to roll…
then pitched a fit…because I was sick of being on top.
didn't end well.
I knew better.
I just was mentioning in my previous post
how lucky I am…we are…that we have such a
wonderful sexual connection.
Then I pitch a fit…
And what am I??
How submissive is that?
Well…NOT at all!
We talked about positions.
We talked about sex
we're working on making adjustments
so we're both satisfied.
Though…I'm a bit concerned…
I'm not feeling as submissive as I typically do.
I know there are seasons…
there are ups and downs.
I don't know if this is a season or a cycle.
makes me nervous and a bit unsettled.
(but I'll keep that to myself for now).