Monday, October 27, 2014

Confusion

We have been caught up in life.

It's Halloween around here 
and there is a lot of hoopla

We have a LOT going on with our home
Lots of stress
Lots of manual labor
Lots of time

While we are having sex
and lots of talk during

And periodic spanks

and a quick hand around my neck
here and there

We've had relatively little kink
Very little Domination.

Sir was leaving for a business trip
I walked him to his car and said,
"There's just been so much change and transition.

"Yes, there has."

"It's ok, you know.  If you need to be done, we can be."

He looks kind of confused, 
then the light dawns on him.

"Fiona, No.  That is not what I meant."

"I know you've had more switch thoughts recently."

"No, fiona.  No.  I know what I've been wanting
and thinking and dreaming about at night."

But sadly, he was running late for his flight,
so that was the end of that.
No further explanation.

Ohmygoodness I need to be settled.  


4 comments:

  1. Is it always when we've got a mountain of things going on that we add to the pile worries of our own making. It's like a self-inflicted anxiety factory and the more we think about it, the worse it gets. I hope you get that time to talk, settle things out and reduce your mountain of troubles.
    hugs
    DF

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  2. Hope that life settles down a bit...and that you start getting good surprises. Try not to overthink...like i always do...LOL. hugs abby

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  3. Ugh, I'm the worst at this--that is, bringing up difficult issues and topics when my husband is a) getting ready to leave or b) wanting to go to sleep. Maybe we feel safer saying things like this when we know they can't hang around and hash it out?

    Who knows! I hope you come through your changes and transitions stronger and more connected as a couple.

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  4. Aw, I'm sorry you weren't able to be settled and have that conversation before it left! Sounds like it'll be the start to a good convo when it does happen though!

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