Electricity Question

OK…so I am seriously looking to 
ask for,
maybe hint at,
downright demand
scratch that last one,
politely request,
beg, plead and whine for…

a violet wand type device.

Yes, I don't have any experience
Hell Yes, I may really hate having asked for it

But…

Please, if you have ANY ideas of 
brands that you've heard of,
negative feedback 
or positive feedback
attachment ideas

PLEASE let me know.

I will let you know if I get one and…
give all the juicy details =)

Short Circuiting

"Well, let's see if we can change that number, fiona."

I thought eight was pretty good. 
hrmph

He pushes my mouth back onto
the way too gigantic dildo.

Oh, I love that loss of control,
that feeling of being used, physically.

I also know that's his way of keeping 
my focus elsewhere and 
minimizing my visibility.

I hear him rummaging in the toy bag.

"Oh, fiona, I love seeing you like this.
I love you being restrained.
I love you having a dildo in your pussy
I love seeing that huge dildo in your mouth.
…and I love…"

AAAHHHHHH!

Holy shit…
Heat!  
Sting!
Intense!!!!

He zapped me!
He did so on my thighs.  

"Oh, fiona, I love what this does to you."

He encourages me with his words,
then explains that I have to ask for him to do it again.

Damn him!

I'm not sure I love that damn zapper.

It's intense and just the 
wrong side of painful.

But afterward, 
after the just too much pain
wears down….
it does leave me….

hungry.

"Please" I whisper…
not really committed.

he takes the dildo in my pussy and 
moves it.  
Moves it fast
Slams it into me.

He's building…I'm excited…

AAAHHHHHH!

He zapped my ass.

He continues to move the dildo,
never letting up.

He's cross wiring the pain
with the building orgasm.

He keeps masturbating me,
and zaps my other ass cheek.

AAAHHHHHH!

It's buring gin…
But the burn is momentary.

He slams the dildo into me,
and then zaps my labia.

AAAHHHHHH!
AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!
AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!AAAHHHHHH!

The pain.
The orgasm
The pleasure.
The….the….th…t……

Everything stops.
The dildo is still…inside of me.
The other dildo fills my mouth.

The room plunges into complete darkness….
it's a basement, so it is pitch black!

He whispers in my ear,
"Be still, I will be back, fiona."

My brain short circuits and 
my body is on fire with 

DESIRE!!!

After the Caress of the Crop, Bound and Spent

So, if you haven't read my two previous posts...they're here and then here

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I am laying - spent - on His bed.

My nipples are clamped and bound to the bed, 

the combination lifting my breasts up nicely.

My ankles are cuffed and tethered spread eagle to the bed.

Sir rolls off of me and reaches over to the nightstand drawer.

He withdraws the small electro device.  

My stomach drops,
My heartbeat skyrockets.

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod.

I want it,
   but it hurts,
      but I want it,
         but what if I can't take it.

He turns it on and tests it on his forearm.
God, I love this man

I so appreciate that he knows what it feels like.

I also appreciate that I'm bound...but I'm terrified just the same.

He starts small.

He brushes it against my arm.

I jump
and my nipples get tugged
because they are bound to the bed.

He brushes it against my belly.

I jump and my nipples get tugged.

I decide to close my eyes with the hope that it will help me process.

Unfortunately,
it's so startling when it happens,
that I now

yelp,
jump,
and then squirm...

Ya, definitely MUCH worse
for my nipples
for the amount of noise I make
and
ya, just worse!

So....
Eyes open!
I watch as he moves the electro to a new spot.

He touches it to my thigh...one side and then the other.
I still jump, but less than when I wasn't watching.

Then he ...Then ...

Then he touches it to my lips...down there
...both sides at once.

I jump and scream and moan.
It's intense.
It hurts.
It is definitely pain.

My nipples hurt from pinch and pull that
resulted from my jump.

My labia hurts from the electro stim.

But then...

As with the pain, so frequently, it turns.

Instead of it warming and absorbing...
it electrifies me.
I can actually feel my body...

I get goose bumps and my body ....

just feels
Just feels so alive, so intense, so wired!

He sets the electro stim aside and kisses me.
His tongue plunging into my mouth - taking me.

He rolls on top of me and tells me those special three words

that make me melt.

Ya, you already know them....

"Good girl, fiona."

Yup, I melt!

He pulls the dildo out of my pussy and sets it aside.  

He's on top of me and I can feel his erection.

But after having the gigantic dildo inside of me, 

as soon as he thrusts inside of me, I feel very little of him.

He fucks hard and takes his pleasure - 

after giving me so much of my own.

As he gets close, he tells me, once again,

what a good girl I am!
... and then

... he removes the nipple clamps.

As the blood rushes back into my nipples,

the pain is acute and coupled with is thrusts and words,

we cum together, in a moment of absolute euphoria.

Seriously?

Sir has wanted some electro toy for a very long time.

He's talked about it many times.

He's said, "I'm going to get one of those."

or, "I can't wait until we can use one of those"

or, "You're so going to squirm when I use one of those"

Well, I read Sir an email from a friend who recently purchased 

a pocket elctro device.  

I was shocked when he said..."Well, order it."

"Seriously??"  I asked, to which I was given the look.

You know the one... the one that says 

"Don't ask again!"

I'm excited and a bit worried because 

I have thought that it was a great idea...

But ... maybe I should be more careful what I wish for =)

It's on it's way...I'll let y'all know how it is ...

once it's here ....

and ....

we've played...or maybe 

He's played and I've suffered.

 

What was I thinking?

I mean...seriously?

Electricity and Sir

My feelings for Sir are similar to my feelings toward electricity.

Hear me out.

Ok, so this weekend I was doing a bit of wiring at my house.  I was taught to wire outlets and other such things as a child.  I have been wiring or re-wiring things as necessary for the past thirty-something years.  For some jobs, I'll wire them live (meaning I don't turn the power to the outlet or that portion of the house off).  I know...before you really let into me...I know, it's STUPID.  (happy Conina??) So...back to my weekend project.  I was re-wiring - something that I've done a bazillion times (YES, that's the actual number of times) - and I freaking shocked myself THREE times.  UGH...so after the third time, I turned the circuit breaker to that out outlet off.  I know, I know, took me LONG enough...huh?

Now, do you ever have those moments where two things that are NOT at all connected become fussed together?  Well, maybe it was the extra electricity flowing through my body, but I had the thought...hmmm Electricity and Sir have so much in common...so many traits...similarities.

Similarities between

My Sir AND Electricity

• Both are electric....(well that was obvious)
• Both send sparks through my body (hopefully not too many)
• Both have the ability to harm
• Both have the ability to hurt
• I find the right amount of pain given by both quite erotic
• Both allow greater adventure at night
• Both require my respect
• Both illuminate my world
• Both have the ability to shock me 
• I fear neither
• When I behave inappropriately with them, I get a quick correction
• I am able to live without both for short periods of time
• I want to live without neither

Okay, so you get the idea...I'm sure there are tons more.  

They both have the ability to hurt and harm, I have spent decades learning about both, Sir and electricity, in college and thereafter.   This knowledge has taught me a healthy amount of respect.  I respect them but don't fear them.  

Electric Nipples...Mmmm Good!

"Lay across my bed, fiona," he commands in a low, patient voice.

Oh no - is my only thought as I lay across his bed.

"Take off your shirt."

I am now laying across his bed with my pants on - he had me remove my bra earlier in the evening.   I know he's planning on playing...it's far to early to be secluded in our room to not play.  Oh, what does he have in mind.

"Close your eyes, fiona.  Goodgirl (yes, he says it like it's one word).  Now keep them closed, little one."

I feel...Oh...OH, he's putting something on my nipples.  It's cold and covers - like an inch and a half around my nipple.  It's foreign, I don't know what it is.  I feel the pull to open my eyes, but want to be good.  That disconnect - desire to open - desire to please is arousing, intoxicating.

Ohmygod, ohmygod...prickles, stings, little tiny stabs of electricity start to go through my nipples.  HOLY SHIT, he got out the TENS machine...we discussed this, but never did.  Ohmygod.  It feels painful, but just barley.  It is intense in all the right ways.

He lets me adjust to this feeling, all the while adding to it.  He's changing the intensity of the TENS and his other hand is rubbing, gently, his fingertips along my body.  Touching around my belly button.  Going in and out, up my side and down my arm, around my neck, giving it a squeeze.  AAHHHHH.

He touches me all over, eventually making his way back down my navel.  He unbuttons my jeans and slips them off along with my panties.  He pushes my knees apart and gently touches my calfs, my knees, my thighs.  He wanders his fingers around my soft, warm folds.  He touches my wetness and spreads it around my lips.  He dips his fingers into my warm honey, making me moan even louder.

After building the tension inside of me, he removes his fingers and quickly replaces them with The Dildo.  It's so large as he gently stretches me as he invades my pussy.  I'm so tight around it, it's not sliding in easily even though I am oh, so wet.

"If its a bit hard for you to take, that's ok. I want you to take it anyway I give it to you.  Do you understand, fiona?"  he says.

With those words, I relax and the dildo slides in.  He fucks me with it slow - in and out.  He makes sure its considerable length is naturally lubricated with my nectar before he pushes it harder and faster.

The tingling on my nipples, the penetration that is so filling and rough and claiming.  Oh, I am so....horny.

"What are you imagining, fiona?" he asks.
"you're putting a big dick inside me." i breathlessly reply.

"Is it mine?  Is it someone else's?"

AHHHHH.  He fucks me with The Dildo and I come apart.

"Ask me for it." he commands.
         what the FUCK is it with him wanting me to ask??????
"Please make me take the big dick, sir." I breath.  "Please let me cum."

Now typically, I do NOT ask to cum, he doesn't EVER really control that.  It was where I was.  It was the wonton, horny, sexually deviant, slut that was deep inside me screaming for freedom.

and with that...he renews his assault, turning up the TENS and fucking me with recless abandon and I CUM...HUGE.

He removes The Dildo and I close my knees and feel so bereft, so empty - cranving fullness!

I hear a zip but don't look as I roll my knees back and forth - my body apart from my mind.

He removes the TENS from my nipples.  He sucks on each and Oh, it feels like warm ocean waves rolling over my overly sensitive nubs.  He leans up and with no preamble, he's inside of me.  His shirt on, jeans on, zipper open allowing his cock to mate up with my sex. He starts to move and he's not being any too gentile...he's fucking in roughly the same manner he was with The Dildo.  My hands go up to his chest and push against him.

I want.  I want his cock inside - as deep as I can.  He's slamming into me and I'm leavering his torso to get him as deep inside as possible. He's pumping into me and I cum apart. My Sir is a large man. He is tall and very muscular. I cum and my body clenches around him...but not just my pussy.  All of my muscles seem to tighten.  I am fuly supporting his upper body on my arms because I am pushing so hard. I cum and he cums and I just don't stop. I can feel my pussy gripping onto his cock with the power I have never experienced.  I can feel me milking him and know he has deposited his seed deep inside me.  He's stopped pumping and yet my body just continues to pulse. I am lost to the sensation, panting, shuddering, moaning...lost.
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He tucks me into bed and tells me he'll clean everything up. He kisses my forehead and turns off the light. I am thoroughly, roughly fucked and exhausted, lay sated.

Help Needed

So, Blogland...I need your help.

My Sir has asked me to research two items which he would like to acquire.  I have asked Jake because I love his product reviews.  He has given me some advice, but I wanted to expand my knowledge.  Please comment or e-mail me if you have ANYTHING to add (recommendations or warnings.)

     1.  Remote Controle Vibe/Egg

• Must have a wireless remote
• Must be able to produce strong vibrations
• Insertable

     2.  Electro-Stimulous

• I believe he's wanting a violet wand...but don't know anything about them.
• Recommendations on attachments?

I appreciate your help fellow blog-readers!  Thank you in advance for ANY information you wish to share!