I haven't had sex for
FOREVER!!!
well, 2.5 weeks (same thing really)
Until....
Last night.
I have become unbearable cheeky
Maybe a bit disrespectful
And too unsubmissive.
Master has been slowly reintroducing
M/s into my day to day life
He's pretty done with my behavior
He's been doing a fabulous job
With taking care of his very broken wife.
He's kindly reminded me that our dynamic
Is still what he wants and will be expecting.
I'm still recovering from my surgery.
Physical therapy comes to my home for another week and then I'll be going to PT.
I still have a very loooong way to go (months and months)
But last night,
Master played with my body and
Kissed
oh God did he kiss
And I was kindly given several orgasms
And was...so turned on.
I pushed Master to His back
(I assume He thought I would suck on him)
He was shocked when I swung on top of him.
He was shocked and terrified -
He's so worried about hurting me.
I rode him and he held me...
Controlled me.
I came with him and it was...
Maybe the most wonderful sex that I can remember
It felt so intimate
So connecting
So loving
So controlled.
So perfect.
After I cleaned up,
I cought my breath, snuggled up in the crook of his arm.
Bliss!!
