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SEX!!!!!

I haven't had sex for 

FOREVER!!!

well, 2.5 weeks (same thing really)

Until....

Last night. 

I have become unbearable cheeky

Maybe a bit disrespectful

And too unsubmissive. 

Master has been slowly reintroducing 

M/s into my day to day life

He's pretty done with my behavior

He's been doing a fabulous job

With taking care of his very broken wife. 

He's kindly reminded me that our dynamic

Is still what he wants and will be expecting. 

I'm still recovering from my surgery. 

Physical therapy comes to my home for another week and then I'll be going to PT. 

I still have a very loooong way to go (months and months)

But last night,

Master played with my body and

Kissed

oh God did he kiss

And I was kindly given several orgasms

And was...so turned on. 

I pushed Master to His back

(I assume He thought I would suck on him)

He was shocked when I swung on top of him. 

He was shocked and terrified - 

He's so worried about hurting me. 

I rode him and he held me...

Controlled me. 

I came with him and it was...

Maybe the most wonderful sex that I can remember

It felt so intimate

So connecting

So loving

So controlled. 

So perfect. 

After I cleaned up,

I cought my breath, snuggled up in the crook of his arm. 

Bliss!!