I was functional...
deep in the throws of
because we have really progressed past
Dominance and Submission to a more
We were into ritual and rules
I was doing a great job following my rules (so says I)
He was enjoying being my Master (once again...so thinks me :)
One month ago TOMORROW
I had major surgery
I no longer have a body part that I did
I became BIONIC :)
sadly, there went Ms
There went rules
There went ritual
There went anything but ...
moment to moment functioning
getting through the pain
getting through the drugs
getting through the day
so...here I am...one month
I am better.
I am still broken
I am still recovering and will be for a LONG time to come.
I am really focused on physical therapy
I have one more month of pushing HARD.
We are having sex.
We are playing a little.
I have been spanked twice and swatted several more times.
We are starting to have more ritual and rules
and he is pulling me back into my place...
because I'm sooooo not there...
BUT I WANT TO BE!
We are one month in....
and many more to go!