I have lost my final living parent.
I am gifted with amazing memories
And the piece of mind that I was at her side holding her as she died.
But the loss is enormous.
When I get back home,
I will have been away for three weeks.
With all of the stress, emotion and exhaustion...I am understandably
I miss my Master - though he came for support - but had to go back prior to me.
So I miss my Master.
I miss my life.
I miss my Mom.
I miss my submission.
A lot is just gone.
It will return, but at the moment,