Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Neck

Master has taken to pulling me to him
and holding me by the neck
when he kisses me...

Or simply putting his hand on my neck
and squeezing

during sex,
when I'm being a pain in the ass
when I'm struggling

for lots of reasons.

It's something he never really did before,
but in the past six months,
he's made a regular habit of it.

and I love it.

I feel like the beta animal
when the alpha is exerting His Dominance

It can be used for breath control
or simply as a momentary touch or grip.

It is calming to me,
It is centering to me,
It is exhilarating to me
(yes, I often wonder how it can be calming AND exhilarating...but there you have it)
During sex it heightens my experience
It reinforces my feelings of submission.
It can be erotic as hell.

It is a wonderful gesture that is very meaningful to me.

8 comments:

  1. I completely agree, calming, exhilarating and so so submissive :)

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    1. Don't you just love those feelings, julie!!!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. Ditto! I feel the same way about my neck. When Jim grabs my neck I melt into complete submission.

    Hugs,
    Kathy

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  3. Nice write up :),
    I love that split second, just after I grab my subby's neck. Seeing a glimpse of the fear in her eyes .. very shortly before she 'melts'.

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    1. That's it...there is always that moment of fear...and it's intense...and so incredibly melty! Perfect description!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  4. Yes, yes, yes. It is a very primal sort of dominance.

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    1. Yes it is....very animalistic...and I'm ALL IN!

      hugs,
      fiona

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