Master has taken to pulling me to him
and holding me by the neck
when he kisses me...
Or simply putting his hand on my neck
when I'm being a pain in the ass
when I'm struggling
for lots of reasons.
It's something he never really did before,
but in the past six months,
he's made a regular habit of it.
and I love it.
I feel like the beta animal
when the alpha is exerting His Dominance
It can be used for breath control
or simply as a momentary touch or grip.
It is calming to me,
It is centering to me,
It is exhilarating to me
(yes, I often wonder how it can be calming AND exhilarating...but there you have it)
During sex it heightens my experience
It reinforces my feelings of submission.
It can be erotic as hell.
It is a wonderful gesture that is very meaningful to me.