The Animal Within

Well, Sir had said earlier that we needed to go to bed early.

You see, we were both exhausted after a night of little sleep.
(there is a theme in our lives…nights of too little sleep.)
So, bed meant, bed…sleep.

I was getting ready and he was as well.
He crawls into bed and has the TV on.

I walk over to my side of the bed and he casually says,
"Come here for a minute."
No tone, no look, just, come look at something kinda voice.

I come over, looking for what he needs or wants to show me.
He reaches his hand out…Ah, it's his hand.

I reach for it bending closer and
he grasps my hand and yanks,
easily pulling me over his lap.

*SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK*

OH!!!!

Holy hell, I so wasn't expecting that.
He rubs my bum, grabbing and scratching for good measure as well,
then just when I figure he's going to tell me to get into bed,

*SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK, SPANK*

he rubs again and then pats my bum and does just that,
"Hop in, turn off the light, let's go to sleep."

I'm panting and trying to pull my whits about me.
I crawl beneath the covers, hit the lights
and he pulls me to his side.

We snuggle there quietly for probably 10-15 minutes.
Just as I'm about to drift off,
His hand moves to my breast and he begins to play with my nipple.

He begins by just pulling on my nipples gently,
rubbing the nub between his thumb and forefinger,
but progresses to pinching until he hears me gasp,
flicking the nipple and twisting.

I'm getting more and more worked up.

Once I reach a fever pitch,
he starts kneading my breast and rubbing my chest.

Then he switches to the other nipple.
Same sort of progression,
from sensual to harsh

and I'm panting and moaning and
my traitorous hips are beginning to move.

As I am just about senseless,
he reaches one hand down and at the same time,
moves his mouth over my tortured nipple.

As a simultaneous assault on my senses,
His velvet, warm, suction machine of a mouth attaches to one nipple,
His fingers twist and pinch my other nipple,
AND
His other fingers thrust ferociously into my pussy.

almost immediately, because
I start out at such a primed place

I go off like a rocket!

Not only do I cum
like a motherfucker,

but I squirt in epic fashion,
(or so Sir told me afterward)

I was mindless with pleasure
and wildly ravenous
all at the same time.

When Sir was done,
he rolled over and taking my hand with him,
pulled me on top of him.

As soon as I settled atop him,
I fucked, like a women whose hair was on fire!

I thrashed and rode, literally,
like a wild, possessed animal!

It was like I had this internal animal that was just unleashed

I came again, just as Sir did.

We collapsed and sleep was quickly found.

Polar Vortex

Holy Crap,

it's

CCCCCC
OOOOOO
LLLLLLL
DDDDDD

So, We've had a couple of 
experiences now with …

the Polar Vortex
(yes, boys and girls, 
that's our new vocabulary word of 2014)

So, we've had a couple of bouts 
of several days with
of over -30C air temp (with windchill above that)

It's insanely cold!

We've had very little sex happening.
So I actually wrote that sentence, 
then when I re-read the post, 
I though that was not so accurate.

We still typically have sex daily.
But we've had very little time for extended play time.
because our kids have been stuck inside
and we're shoveling all the time.

And me being greedy…
so want a good long session
and I desperately want to be 
tied up,
tied down, 
bound!

But, there is one thing I can say for sure
from the few spankings I've had…

Spankings on cold skin,
HURT LIKE HELL!

Sting like a MOTHER*$!@ER

and don't turn to warm yumminess until…
way to many have been issued.

Oh, and I have a secret to divulge:
I love, LOVE this!
I love winter!
I love snow!
I love cold!

Suggestive/Explicit Songs

Hypocrite?  Me?

As a kid I remember singing songs like…

Madona's "Like A Virgin"
George Michael's "I Want Your Sex"
Depeche Mode "I Want You Now"
or Violent Femmes "Blister In The Sun"

So So So many more….

I love music…sing all the time.
Always have…still do.

My kids and Sir and I will dance around
Sing to each other, sing to ourselves.

The other day, I was driving down the road 
and singing along to 

"S&M" by Rihanna

     Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
     Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
     Sticks and stones may break my bones     
     But chains and whips excite me

My kids are in the car and ask about the song
and I quickly … deflect.

Ya, so that made me think.

I sang those songs at the top of my lungs …
and they didn't make me grow up to be morally loose
or a slut (ok - with anyone but Sir)

But as a mom, I'm not sure about 
having my daughter sing that at the top of her lungs
in the seat next to me.

Oh, those parenting quandaries.
So, what are your thoughts?

Convinced…Easily

 I We spent the night recently with

my longest and best friend.

It was wonderful, as it always is!

It's late…later than that.

We've laughed, drunk, played games and watched movies. 

Sir says he'll sleep on the couch and 

I am to take the bed with two of our children.

I wanted to move the kids to the couches and

sleep with my Sir.

If there's a choice,

I always want to sleep with my Sir.  

Always.

Sir explains reiterates his statement

and gives me that look that brooks no question.

I aqueous immediately and politely.

"Yes, Sir"

My friend looks up, shocked.

"I need to learn that look,

I've never been able to convince

fiona to do anything that easily"

Sir smiled

winked at me.

...and I went to bed with my children

feeling great satisfaction in being 

a good girl.

The Effects Of A Smack

Dark

Warm

Soft flannel sheets snuggle against my side.

My cheek lays against Sir's chest

My hand cups his balls
   while rubbing his silky soft cock

Why is it that men can never put lotion on 
and yet their skin is like silk?  

He reaches his hand over
and strokes my cheek.

I know what he wants.

I take a minute and bolster my courage.

"Please" I whisper.

*smack*

I feel his balls pull up
I feel his cock twitch and lengthen
I feel my pussy tingle and get wet.

I breath in.
I breath out.

"Please" I whisper.
*smack*

I feel his balls pull up
I feel his semi-erect cock twitch and lengthen
I feel my pussy tingle and get wet.

I breath in.
I breath out.

"Please" I whisper.
*Smack*
I feel his balls pull up
I feel his hard cock twitch and strengthen
I feel my pussy tingle and get wet
I breath in.
I breath out.

"Please" I whisper.
*SMACK*
I feel his balls pull up
I feel his rock hard cock twitch and strengthen
I feel my pussy tingle and get wet
I breath in.
I breath out.

Oh, this game we play, it is so …
enticing
fulfilling
erotic
exciting

Everyday Kink

So to set the scene…I'm sitting next to my Sir with ALL of his family around and we're chatting.  The TV is playing seasonal Christmas music and flipping fun facts across the screen.  I look up and literally spit a tiny bit of the water I had just tried to drink out of my mouth.  I smiled at Sir and then up at the TV and he gave me a smirk and winked at me.    

Passing through DIA (Denver International Airport)…

Yup…a flying phallic corn…cracked me up!

The Couple Who Cums Together...

"Now, fiona. Cum. Now!"

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH

- - - - - - - - - - - -

As I lay sprawled over Sir's chest
Catching my breath
Coming down,
Sir says exactly what I was thinking,

"It's so amazing when we cum together!"

Then in the midst of the euphoria

Sir and I,

Simultaneously,

Cough.

Of course as his dick was still inside of me,
Things became messy.
Sir's eyes are wide when I sheepishly look down,

"Holy shit, Fiona. That felt like you were going to pinch my dick off."
Hehehehe

Apparently, the couple who cums together, coughs together…
and
feels fucking phenomenal together!

Unintended Consequences

We had a house full of people,
coming and going.

Typical weekend day.

I was being cheeky…
ya you'd think I'd know by now.

Sometimes I enjoy being cheeky.

Sir told me,

in that oh so ridiculously sexy
one octave lower
Dom voice

"Come Here, Fiona."

And being the good submissive that I am…

Yup, I ran away.

Go ahead…say it.

Oh fiona…silly, silly fiona.

We have a large kitchen island and

Like a silly five year old,

I ran around the island…opposite Sir
who was demanding that I come to him.

I giggled like…well, like the five year old that I was acting like.

After many round and rounds,

He grabbed a kitchen chair and
Sat down in the middle of the kitchen.

"Fiona.  Come. Here. Right. Now."
he commands and points right beside him.

He had such command in his voice.

Reduced to a big puddle of girl,
I nervously walked over.

There was no one in the kitchen at that moment,
but I was concerned that someone would walk through.

He quickly took hold of my hand and pulled,
putting one hand on my back

He situated me over his knee

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE KITCHEN,

and spanked me.

Oh. My. God.

It was so erotic and insane and
WONDERFUL!

A Glowing Spot

In the living room, sir sits in his chair.

I'm kneeling in front of him with my head in his lap.

He tells me he wants me to go up to our room,

undress, get out the toy box and lay over the bed.

He asks if I understand and I say yes.

He then tells me to repeat what I am do to.

No More.  No Less.  ONLY What he says!

Then he commands me to stand up.

Standing, he adds,

"Remove all of your clothing, fiona."

I was so proud, I did not argue,

I didn't even hesitate.

I simply undressed.  

Right there, 

in the living room.

(No there was no one else in our house at the time.)

But I was proud of myself, nonetheless.

"Go," was his next command

and I worked on walking and not sprinting upstairs.

I was just barely laid over the bed when he enters.

He walks over and putting his left hand on the small of my back,

he begins to spank.

He spanks my right cheek, full force.

He spanks one spot, 

It stings.

It hurts

I'm working on relaxing and not tightening my muscles.

It stings.

It's warming.

I'm relaxing,

He keeps spanking…

Just this one spot.

I'm breathing hard now and 

It's warm and I feeling more.

More.

I'm moaning and warming.

He's spanking…that one spot.

It's past warm…it's hot.

He wanted it to be red…

it has to be glowing,

Just that one spot!

And I am ….

Panting…

on fire…

Cumming!

Sir's Magic Belt

Sir and I were going to bed, 

cuddling under the warm covers 

keeping warm in these sub-zero temperatures.

The BCS championship game is on 

(American College football).

We were both a bit tired,

and I figured sleep would soon ensue.

Sir lay on his back and

I curled up next to him

my head in the crook of his arm,

his arm coming around me and stroking my back.

My left hand holding his cock and balls,

stroking and touching and enjoying.

This is frequently how we go to sleep.

I was surprised when Sir reached over my shoulder

and pulled up sharp on my left nipple

until I gasped.

Then he whispers,

"Go lock my door and get my belt."

Oh if my feet hit the floor,

I'd be surprised…

my stomach fluttered and

my breath caught.

Door locked.

My favorite leather belt of Sir's in hand.

I return to the bed and hand him His belt!

He places me over his lap 

and summarily spanks me.

Oh, how it feels!  So wonderful.

What's amazing for me is that,

it's typically stingy at first.

Then I feel my self give.

I give in.

I give up.

No, not in a bad way,

I give up fighting.

I give up my insecurities.

I give up my stress and frustrations.

I give in to my desires.

I give in to my need.

I give in to my submission.

I give in to him.

All with the quick application of this 

Supple

Warm

Smooth

Well Warn

BELT.

It must 

be magic!  

By the way, when he check…

to see if I was aroused

after my spanking….

I was soaked.

2013 Meme

I got this meme from abby from Finally Finding Me.
1. What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before?

    I did many, many things…squirting, stood-bound to the closet shelves, had my breasts bound to the bed…and many many more!

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? 

    I don't make new years resolutions, typically…after years of not keeping them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? 

    Not that I know of…

4. Did anyone close to you die?  

    Yes, several.

5. What countries did you visit? 

    Canada and the United States =)

6. What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013? 

    Sanity?  hmmmm…in lieu of that, maybe more patience.

7. What dates from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 

    Deaths of family members.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? 

    Many home improvements, and my submission to my Sir has become much more ingrained and in-depth.

9. What was your biggest failure?

    So many to choose from…probably loosing my patience with my children.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

    Injury…UGH. 

11. What was the best thing you bought? 

    Nipple huggers that Sir LOVES are good, but the new crop ROCKS!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

    Mine =)

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? 

    Some family around the death and dying of loved ones.

14. Where did most of your money go?

    Food, housing and kids.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? 

    Oh our sex life is really insanely fabulous.  But Sir and I did travel, alone, for a Rock concert this year…and it was fabulous!

16. What song will always remind you of 2013?

        The Cups Song… and yup, I can do the cup routine =)

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? 

    Happier!!

18. What do you wish you’d done more of? 

    Being present to those around me…and I'd LOVE more bondage and spanking, too!

19. What do you wish you’d done less of? 

    Stressing!

20. How did you spend Christmas? 

    With family.

21. Did you fall in love in 2013? 

    Everyday with my Sir! 

22. What was your favorite TV program?

    Big Bang Theory, Elementary, NCIS, Covert Affairs... 

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? 

    Ya, a little bit.  Something I'm neither happy about nor proud of.

24. What was the best book you read?

    I read a lot…how about authors…Jaye Peaches, Cherise Sinclaire, Maya Banks, Sylvia Day, Anne Rice...

25. What was your greatest musical discovery? 

    I can still play my flute =)

26. What did you want and get? 

    Time with Sir…and more domination on a day-to-day basis!

27. What did you want and not get? 

        A more fit me =)

28. What was your favorite film of this year? 

    Monsters University 

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 

    Spent it with some of my best friends.  I was a year older than last year (but still in my 40s).

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? More money? 

    Less death and dying for sure!

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2013?

    I, um, definitely don't have one!

32. What kept you sane? 

    That one's easy….SIR!!!!  He's my rock!

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? 

    Jason Statham, Hugh Jackman, Channing Tatum

34. What political issue stirred you the most?

    Gay Marriage would be at the top…I find the inequity to be unjust.

35. Who did you miss? 

    Those who are no longer among us.

36. Who was the best new person you met?   

    A couple of neighbors who take the cake…and a couple of bloggers who I count among my best friends.

37. What is a valuable lesson you learned in 2013?  

    To really be honest with my Sir…well, that's not fair…but to be more open with Sir about my desires and needs…I also learned….
READY….
There's nothing wrong with me for liking to be spanked….for being submissive…for my enjoying my kink.  YEA!  
(now I'm also not delusional….I'm sure I'll have insecurities later…but for now…yea!)

Happy 2014 HNNY

I am thrilled to be done with 2013.
There was entirely too much death 
and loss for our family in this past year.

So…without further ado…


Happy 2014

Half-Naked

New Year!!!!