I've been feeling supremely un-submissive recently.
Sir and I are doing all right.
Insanely Crazy Busy.
The other night, we were going to sleep.
"Maybe this was a phase.
maybe we should…
well we could…
maybe we're over it?"
I felt like we haven't had a whole lot of D and s
with all of the life, stress and stuff.
I also have this niggling worry
in the back of my head,
because he's the one who gave up
any submission with the end
of our switching regularly.
He responded quickly
and in no uncertain terms.
He grabbed my hair forcefully and pinched my ass
that although things get busy
and sometimes I struggle with my submission…
he's not struggling with his Dominance.
He expects better.
He expects more from me
and will be working on it.
I just about melted…
maybe that's why it's so warm here now =)
Now to get my head in the right place!