Switch Realization

So, we rarely switch anymore.

Like almost never.

But last night,
Sir asked and

I enjoyed!
(actually, I hope we both did)

I had a thought about the experience,
I think I learned something…

Sir is NOT a masochist - at all.
While he wouldn't mind a nice
flogging or spanking,
He would not want something
hard or intensely painful.

I, however
have serious sadistic tendencies.

While switching, I
have to make sure to remind myself
to be a kind and sweet Top
because that isn't what comes naturally
(naturally I would frequently want to
do what I love being done to me.)

When not switching,
I am a masochist!

I love it hard and intense!

This morning, Sir put me on my knees
and in my place and
before work I had a wonderful hard spanking.
After that, Sir put my hand on his rock hard cock,
reminding me how grateful I am that
though he doesn't like things to be rough for himself,
but he enjoys being a sadist with me!
I am grateful!