Thursday, July 18, 2013

Squirming, Cumming, Squirting

This morning I wake and smile.
I am the first in the house to awaken.
I don't move, but mentally recount the events of last night.
As the song says, Oh what a night!!

I must have started squirming a bit,
because Sir's hand finds my nipple.
Ohholyhell, they're sensitive and sore.

"mmm, sensitive?" he says sleepily.  
"How'd you sleep, fiona?"

My reply is simply my short breaths as he plays.

His hands finally have mercy
and he rubs down my body
I'm all sore and smile at being so well used.
Eventually rolls over onto his back.

I roll with him, of course, and begin to explore his body.  Whenever he lays on his back, one of my hands finds his cock and balls to hold and explore and caress.   I love to touch him.

We start to chat.
I frequently ask him what he dreamed about.
He said he had a dream about taking me to a dungeon.
He told me all about his dream and I was squirming.
Ohmygoodness I was all but humping his leg
and my breathing is more like panting.

I'm so worked up.

He rolls back over to his side and puts his head on top of mine.
We're facing each other and his mouth is over my ear.

"Would you like me to take you to a dungeon 
and spank you while others can see you?"
"Yes, Sir." I answer immediately.

"Would you like me to take you, strip you naked and let others flog you?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Spank you?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Take a belt to you?"
"Yes, Sir."

Oh, I'm becoming so squirmy,
so horny,
so seriously worked up!

"Fiona, you are such a good girl."
"I wish others knew what a good girl you are.  
What a submissive girl you are."
"me too, Sir, ohgod, me too!" I respond.

My mind is awash.  I am soaring with hormones.
I am just about so horny at this point, I am loosing my mind!

He pushes my legs apart and effectively rolls me onto my back.
He takes my hands and puts them on the rungs of the headboard.
He levers himself over to suckle on my sore, sensitive nipples,
just playing and eliciting gasps.

He keeps talking....
**no idea what he actually said anymore**

My head is IN IT.  I am so turned on.
(you know that the mind is the most powerful sex organ)

With his lips still firmly affixed to my nipple, His fingers find my clit.
Wow, I'm sore from last night.  But clearly turned on as I'm really wet.

He rubs my clit and with little work,
he has pulled out the first orgasm of the day.

Quickly, he moves his magic fingers to my opening and dips inside.
He begins to finger me.
I don't have any idea what he was doing differently,
(truthfully, it may just be different because I am so aroused and turned-on!)
but I cum, almost instantaneously.

He doesn't stop, after my orgasm, he keeps at it.
Working hard, quickly, fucking the living shit out of my pussy.
All of a sudden, another orgasm is building.

So picture this.
I'm on my back with my knees bent,
my feet together, my knees laying open.
He's laying beside me on my left side.
His torso is laying over my chest and his mouth is affixed to my right nipple.
His left hand is finger fucking my pussy.
His right hand is playing with my left nipple.

I lift my head, grasp onto his shoulder as my orgasm claims me, once again.
I open my mouth with a semi-silent scream.
My fingernails digging into his shoulder.

But once again, he doesn't stop.
He simply doesn't stop!
and on the heals of the last amazing orgasm,
I have a deeper, more...
oh hell I don't know the right name or word...
it's simply more comprehensive, maybe? A deeper orgasm?
I don't know.

When I cum, typically, it's like a pulsing or convulsing - tight pulses.
When I came this last time, it was like my whole puss was squeezing and releasing.
It literally made my toes curl - I could actually hear my toes cracking.
My hands dig into Sir's shoulder
and I opened my mouth and scream into his neck.

It was amazing.
He pulled the last of the pulses from my pussy,
pulled back and smiled at me.

He pulled his hand out and held it up.
"You peed on my hand." he says.
"No, I didn't."

"Uh, ya, fiona.  You did.  Look my hand is soaked."
I take his hand to suck on it ...
he's right by the way, his hand is drenched.
I suck the side of his palm and it's NOT pee.

"It's not pee, Sir.  I did NOT pee on your hand."
(now here's somewhere where we are a little different.
I would be mortified if I had, he wouldn't give a shit.)

"Fiona, pull back the covers.  Look."
all I could say is the exact same retort...that I hadn't peed.
"Fiona, pull back the covers and look."
I reluctantly pull back the sheet which still covered my lower half.
"I know it's wet, but it isn't pee."

So, I have been on some medication
that has turned my pee brown for a few days.
So it's really convenient...I roll over and holy shit.

There is indeed a massive wet spot...
completely soaked all the way through the sheets.
And it's ..... NOT brown.

"taste it, it's not pee."
hehehehehehehe

YEA!  I SQUIRTED!!!!

I have read about so many of you squirting
and have had sex for over two decades
and have never squirted.

I didn't think that I could.
How in the hell do we keep having firsts?
How can things change?
How can I still have new experiences?
I am so fortunate.  Truly Fortunate!!

24 comments:

  1. Yay fiona! It's incredible, isn't it? Those firsts are all so amazing to explore. We've had many firsts together especially since beginning ttwd and it has only served to make us grow as a couple.

    Btw...that was not! Can't wait to hear about last night!

    hugs
    p

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    1. hahaha, why last night? I'm well used, seriously well used, seriously sore!

      I agree, P, these beginnings happen to somehow intertwine our tree branches as our trees grow tall and strong - together!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. It is amazing how many firsts two people can have,and you two are on a roll. I remember the first time i squirted, I thought as your Master did...luckily for me...I heard Master say...good girl, nice squirt. It rarely happens, but OH!!!! when it does!
    hugs abby

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    1. It is amazing abby. It really blows my mind. We have been on a roll, one that is quickly going to end =(

      So, do you have any idea what makes it happen for you? I would love to understand what made it happen, though I'm sure my absolute mental arousal was part...but that's not all of it...so I wonder. I really think that my Sir thought I was so full of shit until I showed him the lack of color. But oh, hell it felt so amazing, so deep, so thorough, so comprehensive. IDK...how about you?

      hugs,
      fiona

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  3. oh wow....just hot..very hot

    and squirting...i remember being so embarrased when it first happened because i thought it was pee! lol

    but its such an amazing experience...and oh going to a dungeon..go for it!

    x

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    1. OK Tori, so I assume that your Master knew that you squirted...that he explained?

      Have you ever been to a dungeon? I would love to go, be terrified to go, but would love to go...it's been a fantasy for FOREVER. Don't really think it will ever happen, but I would love to try!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  4. fiona,

    Damn girl. The posts get hotter and hotter.

    But, I learned my lesson. I read them BEFORE my morning shower.

    My Mistress had two Dommes beat me. WOW!!! Go for it.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. hahaha, well it is summer joey. Heat is all the rage!

      you're too kind...thanks for the compliment!

      Oh what an insane scene....to think of having two others beating me while Sir would watch....I would adore it. But I don't know if it will ever happen. A girl can dream, though!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  5. I don't know if it is something you would really do, just like a lot of the things I conjure up in my mind, but oh yeah, him saying it was so hot.

    I love when they feed the orgasm with the BDSM fantasy!

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    1. He has gotten so adept at feeding my mind with orgasmic words!!!

      I would absolutely go to a dungeon...I would love it! There are some fantasies in my world, that I want to remain fantasy...but not this one. I don't know if he would take me...I think if he did, he would love it, but I don't know.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  6. Oh my gosh how do you cum so many times? I'm wondering if its natural or trained?

    I love your blog. You two have a very passionate sex life that fun to read!

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    1. Hahahaha...it's not trained. Not really. For me, orgasms are something that build, that are fed and once one is achieved, another is easier to attain. If I've had several, I can just about cum with a light breeze moving along.

      Thank you so much for your compliment. We do have a very passionate sex life. After decades of being together, we are extremely fortunate to still adore each other and still love to have sex with each other!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  7. hi

    I went to a dungeon last weekend and got spanked. I hope that you get to try it sometime. I absolutely loved it and I can't wait to go back :) I blogged a little bit about the other day.

    hugs, saturn

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    1. I loved your entry, Saturn. I hope that I will get that chance sometime as well.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  8. I can say that I have never squirted! Is it possible for everyone? Sir is relentless in his pleasure giving - I don't know how you take it. Honestly, it's too much sensation after the first one!! Ok, so squirting, is it possible for all women?

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    1. I don't know if it's possible for everyone. I thought it wasn't possible for me! Oh, after the first one, they are amazing. There is a point though. But multiple orgasms....just mmmmmmm. Forced orgasms - WOW!

      hugs,
      fiona

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    2. Natasha,

      I've read not all women experience it. I am not sure if impossible physically or if it's a mental block. I know one way is to continue having multiples, and hitting the g-spot simultaneously. Another source is that it often feels like you are going to urinate, so women tend ti 'hold' it in. Do some research on squirting and g-spot orgasms. Discuss it with your Dom too.

      When Sir got me too the first time, i had some drinks in me, i was beyond relaxed, He had already made me cum a few times, and it just happened. i actually didn't feel the build up (could be because i was focused on Him and my mind was clear).

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    3. Great comment HS. I know that for me, it certainly has been a mental block along with the physical. He has to hit just the right place, I have to push just the right way, my mind has to release and allow it to happen. I have had multiple orgasms prior to squirting...and the pump is primed so to speak. But the mental component is huge. As with so much of amazing sex...you know? You have to be in the right head space.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  9. Every time i read over here i just feel happier and happier for you ~ might even verge on the border of jealous, but just a tiny, tiny bit. Mostly it's just delight that you two are having so much fun and enjoying it so much!

    sofia

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    1. We are having a lot of fun! We are very fortunate!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  10. I too have struggled with how to describe that *DEEP* orgasm that just rocks the entire lower quadrant...hell...i think the whole body...when a squirt orgasm happens. Incidentally, it happens to me when He is finger fucking me hard, relentlessly, moving through one orgasm and into another and another until finally I am soaking him, the bed, myself...and it is NOT pee.

    I've gotten up (wobbly, o so wobbbly) and had to go pee immediately afterwards and peed a river...and He is always amazed.

    And then offers me more gatorade so He can do it again. :)

    lovely start to the day, m'dear. just lovely.

    nilla

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    1. Ya...it's really ... all encompassing. That was exactly how it happened for me......I don't always love to be finger fucked. Even after all of these years. Bad tapes. But damn if he wasn't on fire...it was abso-fucking-amazing! Like earth shattering....amazing!

      Oh, damn, I need one of those!!!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  11. i remember the first time i squirted for Him. i knew i could, but only from myself doing it. i know sounds weird, but ... moving on. it felt great! The wet spot was beyond anything before. Now, each time we are together, He is not satisfied until He has made the spot bigger than the previous. Yes, we leave beds SOAKED!!! Thank goodness it is hotel rooms .. haha!

    now that you have discovered and know what it feels like, i wonder if it has been easier for you to squirt each subsequent time?

    Oh, Sir is the same way, He could care less if i had peed. He even made remarks during a session recently that He is surprised i had yet. i was upset by it, only because urination play is on my limits list, and i would be beyond mortified. later it dawned one, He had refused my request to use the restroom before we started playing, and He is quite aware of how much liquids i drink in a day and the frequency of my restroom visits.

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    1. WOW!! Thanks for recounting your experience. I appreciate hearing other people's experiences!!! That was amazing. He worked hard at it and made you work for it too - without you knowing it.

      hugs,
      fiona

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-fiona