Friday, October 11, 2013

Cock in Hand Long Last

I touched my Sir's cock tonight for the first time in two weeks.  

How absolutely bizarre.

It felt so unusual.

Sir even commented,
that is the longest I have gone without touching him in 20 years.

It felt...risque.

He felt soft.
His head felt so bulbous.
So silky.
So large in my hand as I rubbed up and down.

He was hard.
He was so hard in my hand.

I loved touching and feeling him.

But as much as I loved touching him,
it was just a novelty.

I felt no surge of need.
No desire to go further.
No salivation, wanting or needing it in my mouth.
No wetness between my legs.

But I was happy to have it in my hand.

8 comments:

  1. ....and it is a beginning. Knowing you two, the rest will quickly follow. Hugs abby

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    1. Thanks abby! I appreciate your encouragement.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. i agree with abby...it's the beginning..slowly, it will all get back there. hugs

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    1. Thanks HS. I'm not very patient...that slowly think is killing me!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  3. Fiona,

    Good start.

    Big, Big Hug,
    joey

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    1. Thanks joey. I can use the Big Big hug!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  4. One step at a time, Fiona. In time, your libido will come back...for now your body and mind are healing from grief...and all your energies are there. You will come back from this, I promise, though it hardly feels that way just now. Sending lots and lots of hugs and energies...

    remember you are loved...

    nilla

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    1. You're so right...right now, it feels like my libido has gone on hiatus! UGH. I am not patient and it's so frustrating to not be ... me.

      I appreciate your friendship, nilla!

      hugs,
      fiona

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THANK YOU
-fiona