So Sir has this
habit of saying....
"Ask for it, fiona."
Why make me ask?
hate loathe to ask.
He knows what I want,
why does he make me ask for it?
It makes me too vulnerable.
I want YOU to just take, anyway.
It's...oh hell...just do...don't make me ask!
He explained to me the other day why.
I was dumb founded.
I think I didn't give him enough credit
He knows what he's doing.
He KNOWS what he's doing!
He explained that I am so strong willed
and I fight, internally so much,
that he makes me ask for it,
or bring him the implement,
or bend over on my own,
as an outward sign of my submission
and that when I do this,
it helps ME break down my own internal walls
and puts me in a better mind set
and makes me more pliable and submissive.
Well he did, obviously...
It's kind of sad that it was a revelation to me,
but one that I'm thrilled to have had!
Thank you, Sir.