How exactly has it been...
oh wait, I have to go look.
Holy cow, It's been NINE days since I last posted.
Life got busy.
Finding some of my mojo.
Still, not back...but working on it.
Sadly, some things just don't...feel.
They don't feel like they used to.
I hope to get back to the place where
I can have a clitoral orgasm...but
to have an orgasm with him fingering me is illusive.
It just doesn't feel the same anymore.
Hell, for that matter, my nipples have just started feeling again.
I swear - it was the weirdest thing...
they just stopped feeling at all.
And I ADORE nipple play...
one of my most favoritest things (yes I know that's not correct grammar).
I'm making progress.
We're making progress.
It's often two steps forward...
one or three back.
I am seriously hopeful that as November is upon us...
life may settle.
I may get a grip on this grieving thing.
I may get a grip on my home life.
I may find my groove in life and
therein find my mojo =)