Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Oops...

How exactly has it been...
oh wait, I have to go look.

Holy cow, It's been NINE days since I last posted.

Sorry.

Life got busy.

Nothing tragic.
Still morning.

Finding some of my mojo.
Still, not back...but working on it.

Sadly, some things just don't...feel.
They don't feel like they used to.
I hope to get back to the place where
I can have a clitoral orgasm...but
to have an orgasm with him fingering me is illusive.
It just doesn't feel the same anymore.

Hell, for that matter, my nipples have just started feeling again.
I swear - it was the weirdest thing...
they just stopped feeling at all.
And I ADORE nipple play...
one of my most favoritest things (yes I know that's not correct grammar).

But...slowly...
slowly...

I'm making progress.
We're making progress.

It's often two steps forward...
one or three back.

I am seriously hopeful that as November is upon us...
life may settle.
I may get a grip on this grieving thing.
I may get a grip on my home life.
I may find my groove in life and
therein find my mojo =)

12 comments:

  1. You're getting there. It might take some time, but you'll get there!

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    1. Thanks Kenzie...I'm impatient :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. Its good to hear from you. Have patience my friend. Good things come to those who wait. Sending big hugs.

    xo

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    1. Thanks Bonnie...patience is NOT my strong suit! But wait I will.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  3. Day by day fiona. I am confident you will be back to normal.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. =) You made me smile. Now I have that song in my head.

      hugs,
      fiona

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  4. Nothing worth having is usually instantaneous....and you are getting there.
    hugs abby

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    1. You are so right abby. I enjoy instantaneous, though!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  5. You don't have to apologise. Life gets busy and you can't fight that.
    hugs
    DF

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    1. Thanks for understanding and supporting DF. I appreciate that!

      hugs,
      fiona

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Thank you very much for sharing your comments. This blogland world has become so much more meaningful because of the conversations that y'all have with me through comments...REALLY!

I appreciate them all and will endeavor to answer EVERY comment if at all possible!

THANK YOU
-fiona