The net result?
Me being an idiot.
What did I learn from this?
Don't every, I mean NEVER,
call your Dom, Sir, Master or Daddy
"an asshat."
and seriously,
Don't even think about telling him
"to grow a pair".
Yup, that's right...I moronically told my Master,
not once, but several times,
to grow a pair.
I may have even shouted it.
YIKES.
Well...that was the tipping point in our fight (over totally mundane and stupid shit, btw).
With me telling him to grow a pair and hitting him with a pillow,
He launched himself out of bed,
bodily subdued me,
spanked the ever loving shit out of
and then abused the shit out of
all the while asking me,
"Is THIS growing a pair?"
(It wasn't for fun or present,
it hurt like a MOTHERFUCKER!)
By the end, I had a total reset...
we had a total reset...
fight over,
me done being a complete bitch,
apologies said and accepted,
world righted!
Lesson learned!
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As an aside,
the next day at work my Sir said that he was in a meeting and
respectfully but directly called someone on their shit
and one of his colleagues said later,
"Man, You really have a pair. That was exactly what was needed!"
Sir called me and recounted the story and we laughed and laughed.
So sorry that happened Fiona, but we all go there from time to time. Glad everything is right again.
ReplyDeleteThanks db. It's not a typical thing for me...but clearly one that I need to work on. I am grateful for the correction.
Deletehugs,
fiona
Your a braver woman than me, i wouldnt want to imagine what the consequences would be if i spoke to my Master like that, but then i wouldnt..not that im saying im perfect far from it lol..im inclined to think he wouldnt even punish me he would be that disappointed and that in itself would be a punishment...if that makes sense?
ReplyDeleteGlad it put things right though...sometimes its needed.
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having come back and read what i wrote, i didnt and dont want to make it sound like i was being in any way judgemental, because i wasnt so i sincerely hope it wasnt taken that way.
DeleteAlthough i wouldnt speak to him like that, i have other behaviours that im really ashamed of, the recent punishment i had was because i blatantly lied and deceived him, not proud of that.
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Thanks for both of your comments. I appreciate your clarification. While it's not a typical response for me to be quite so rude and disrespectful, it's still not ok...I am grateful that he didn't give up on me, that he corrected me and that we both made things right. It wasn't comfortable, but honestly, his punishment helped with the guilt. I apologized appropriately and he was kind and understanding.
Deletehugs,
fiona
Hugs. Those times are rough, aren't they?
ReplyDeleteOh, yes, they are. Not something I would like to repeat. I certainly did learn a lesson.
Deletehugs,
fiona
That sounds scary! That was very...um...ballsy of you ;)
ReplyDeletenot ballsy...pretty stupid and seriously disrespectful...He certainly had all the balls - as he had already grown a HUGE PAIR :)
Deletehugs,
fiona
And I thought that I was the only one to say things like that. And I know someone will think that your Sir should not spank while angry, I don't agree. I would pretty much think that at the time, he took care of things quite well. It was nice that some man reconfirmed his manhood the next day.
ReplyDeleteHe isn't one who is out of control when angry. I know there are people who aren't and it would be dangerous...but Sir isn't one of them. I was glad that he helped me with the lesson and we went to bed contented.
Deletehugs,
fiona