Sunday, June 23, 2013

Butterflies

I have just been off.  Like I lamented in my last post, we've been ships passing in the night.  If that wasn't enough, when we've been together in the recent past, he's been working insanely, we've had house guests, it's been busy and stressful.  So, I'm off.

I was chatting with Sir on the phone last night and said, "I'm turned off."  Not missing a beat or my meaning, which is impressive because it was a complete non sequitur in our conversation, he said, "sexually?"

So, I started to explain and he said he understood.  We completed our conversation about the rest of our day at home and his where he was.  I said good night and that I loved him and he did the same.  Then he added, "fiona, I'm going to take care of that, by the way, you and being turned off.  Don't worry."  

So this morning he's flying home.  We spoke before he left for the airport.  He asked how I slept and I did the same.  We talked about my plans for the day, then he added, "I want you to wear sexy panties today.  I'll check when I get home.  Do you understand?"

I replied very nonchalantly, "ya."

The tone of his voice dropped and he repeated his question, sounding oh so DOM.

"Do.  You.  Understand?"

My stomach immediately had butterflies.
It's the first I've felt them in a while.
They were restless.
No - they weren't restless, they were on fucking amphetamines.

They started down in my belly and flew upward.

They were so strong, I couldn't breath.  I couldn't reply.

He asked once more, with more of a sound of impatience in his voice.

He was clear.

I whispered, as that was all I could manage, "Yes, Sir."

Oh, God I love those butterflies!

18 comments:

  1. Oh yes! the fluttering tingling amphetamine driven butterflies! Can't beat that feeling of nervous anticipation. Love it too! P doesn't have to say anything, all he does is layout what he needs by the bed and I'm off!
    Hope the wait is not too long.
    hugs
    DF

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    1. It's amazing what sets those hyperactive butterflies into motion, but I'm thrilled after over two decades of being together, that they still fly around with such vigor and regularity!!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  2. fiona,

    Nice, very nice. Love the build up of anticipation.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Me too joey....those maybe not as much as the actual act!!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  3. Yay!!! It's awesome that he's going to take such good care of you. Can't wait for the story that follows your reunion :)

    hugs
    bg

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    1. I sure hope so BG. You think I should blog about it? Hmmmm.

      :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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    1. Me too cammie :)

      hugs,
      fiona

      PS - it was!!!

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  5. Hmm. So juicy. Can't wait to hear how this turns out. Don't torture us too long :-)

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    1. Thanks Daasi. hehehee me torture y'all? NEVER :)

      hugs,
      fiona

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  6. ..The tone, the words...and poof....the butterflies..LOL..we are so much alike. You two are about to get back on track, or at least you are!!
    Enjoy..hugs abby

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    1. Yes, ma'am. All of it...the tone, the words, the proof....fabulous!!

      hugs,
      fiona

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  7. i have a love hate relationship with those...butterflies, especially the ones on amphetamines. Lol
    Waving to you

    Hugs
    jodi

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    1. *WAVES*

      Hi Jodi! Thanks for commenting! I simply have a love relationship with the butterflies...what do you hate about them?

      hugs,
      fiona

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  8. I think you two have a rich, unique relationship.I love it and love to hear the stories.

    Very happy for you - enjoy the butterflies…

    N

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    1. Thanks Natasha! I feel amazingly lucky to have found my soulmate in my Sir.

      Hugs,
      fiona

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  9. yes. I'm not 24/7 and yet I so related to this post. You *forget* that it's really HIS way and not some vanilla version of what is.

    OH, yes...huzzah for butterflies...

    nilla

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    1. I'm glad you can relate. Sometimes I feel like such a slug complaining about frequency when I know there are those who have to wait TOO FUCKING LONG to meet up...

      Huzzah for sure!!! I love that it's HIS way...I love that he's sticking to it too.

      hugs,
      fiona

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